I had a friend from work join tonight and I am working on another that might join both are guys the ones name is Cam_2 and well the other is thinking about and we might have a new girl to so I will let you know their names as soon as they sign up!!!
Send a flower to welcome Cam_2 he is kinda shy and well I was trying to get him to come in the forums and he didn't see my mail I guess!!!
Well i see you went and left well anyways...... Girls this is a friend of mine from right here in marshalltown who has come to play with us in the forums he is new just signed up tonight and well you know how to greet and He's a great guy I work with him so be nice and maybe send him a flower I will bug him later about putting up a pic since he jumped offline before he read my mail and saw this thread!
I will post a success story if it lasts longer than the last relationship just not til then, Sorry daniel Just can't do that yet you saw what happened the last time!
Let's see what do I want for christmas, well for one I want everyones wishes on here to come true. I want to be able to believe in so many things once more and I would love to find the things that are missing in my life!
I think that this is the sweetest thing you have ever said and I want to thank you! I am a single parent and try to do everything possible for my child I love him more than life itself. I would give my life for him if needbe and when I saw this thread I just had to reply!! THANK YOU AGAIN!! Also here is a on the cheek for the sweet thread you posted!
I made it back home safely and I was sad to go but one must work! I wish I would have had more time there to get to know Shine much better but there will always be another time and hopefully soon! I will be posting some pics of us together tomorrow as soon as I am able to get them developed! I had a wonderful time and Shine is a great guy! Just thought that I would let you all know cause I am sure you might have been wondering how it all went!
Thank you I can't seem to stop touching him just to convince myself that I am not dreaming!! I am so happy and we will post every so often but we will be busy trying to get to know each other so we will try to post as often as possible. to you all!
I am in Michigan with Shine as I type this and we are eating a late, very late supper! I finally made it here about an hour ago. I got held up in MO when unloading so I got a late start. We thought that we would let you all know that I was here and that everything is going great so far. We will keep you all updated and we are going to try to get pics to post tomorrow on both of our Profiles. I am very happy right now and can't stop smiling!!!!
A dream of never ending flowers that flow through fields and over hilltops of green so true, will come soon, maybe not this year, but soon!!The emerald isle awaits tempting even the emptiest of all hearts with the call of its sirens song! While the fairies dance and the mermaids sing, fate plays her hand in placing a seed of the most potent magic within two hearts. Oceans apart from each other, they yearn for one another, seeking the other, til the timing is rite and fate plays her trump bringing both hearts to fulfill their hearts fondest desire!
I have searched far and wide for the one who would heal this broken heart of mine. This road has been long to reach the certain path that I must take. You're waiting there as I travel, to join your heart with that of mine.I stumble from time to time,losing my way. I search for you through fog and mist. Still you wait, guiding me with light that you shine from your heart so true yearning to combine with this heart of mine.I fall, hurt, making my way back onto my feet forcing myself to continue on. I find myself in front of two roads, which one must I take? Bruised,hurt and exhausted I must decide on which path to travel. Should I be traveling the road to the left that will be smoothly inviting but covered in darkness or should I follow the path to the right that will have bumps along the way. I slowly make my way over the bumps and into a clearing. Where you await with arms and heart open ready for the embrace.The love from within your heart so true heals these bruises and soothes the hurt from this long journey. With exhaustion leaving my body, I place my arms around you, opening my heart to your heart of truth. The darkness that has lingered within is being replaced with the love that grows stronger with the passing of time letting only light flow between them
These eyes that I look through no longer shed tears of saddness for one that knows not how to love witha heart that is pure or loving. Though these eyes are still looking for the heart that is as pure as gold and knows how to love and heal another that has fallen into the hands of the unpure. He who loves and heals this fallen heart of mine will hold my heart until the end of all time and through out eternity along with this body and soul of mine.
As the days go by tears of blood are shed The heart of warmth becomes colder with the shedding of each tear The red hue of the tears slowly changes Growing weak, fading to the subtle pinkness of a rose petal Rapidly dropping into the darkness of the cool dense color of lavender Finally settling in the coldness of ice blue The tears are no longer being shed Frozen in place as if suspended in time A new heart has been forming An unyielding heart of coldness The coldness and cruelty shine bright As bright as a blue lagoon frozen at the first sign of winter's wrath As cold as the water that settles within The unyielding heart of coldness never relenting Freezes everything it may cross Leaving pathes of destruction and broken souls Hoping that one day that the heart will find warmth in life once more
Covered in darkness, a single rose withers. Standing alone and limp upon a hilltop, her petals of velvet begin to slowly fade into nothing. Saddness flowing within her heart of gold. Teardrops flow from her heart to the carpet of green that lies beneath her. The heart of the rose is slowly dying with the passing of every hour. Her petals that were once a beatiful velvet red are fading into a cool pink. The rose waits days upon days for a storm of love to wash over her and bring flow of life and love into her heart of gold. Creeping slowly to the hilltop where the fading rose resides, is a storm that is just this. She awaits his arrival with a heart that is closing and petals that lie limply. The storm begins to thunder and expand atop the rose. Her heart of gold and petals that were slowly fading have begun to open to the shower of love and life that storm pours upon her. She opens herself and the beatiful color that she once knew so well begins to flow back into her with every love stained drop. She is living once more and stands tall to great this wonderful and gentle storm. The velvet red petals that life was poured back into open gently to reveal the most wonderful of all colors. As the storm looks upon the rose a light has begun to shine from within her petals to reveal her heart of gold once more!
Thank you and I hope that you are having fun and all! I can't wait til I leave! I should be sleeping but I am so excited that I can't and well I think that I have packed half the house for just two days and nights! I probably won't sleep at all but that is ok cause I have down it a million times before and well I am finally meeting him after being on the phone with him all day everyday for the last 2 weeks. We just can't stop talking to each other. We have so much in common and well we talk about everything!! I am very happy!!!!!!!!
Hey I will tell you this, It can take some time and well it will happen. Stop looking, come in the forums and have fun, show yourself to others! I did and after a situation that I was in had ended. My secret crush mailed me and then we started talking and well now I will be on my way to meet him in the morning. I will give you one piece of advice bout online dating trust your gut instict and never turn from it cause it can save you some real heartache! I had to learn that the hard way!! And by the way you are beatiful and about being bigger well I think of it this way, there is just more of me to love. If someone has a problem with that then they need not apply for the postion of my lover and they can kiss off!!
I have new people joining
I had a friend from work join tonight and I am working on another that might join both are guys the ones name is Cam_2 and well the other is thinking about and we might have a new girl to so I will let you know their names as soon as they sign up!!!Send a flower to welcome Cam_2 he is kinda shy and well I was trying to get him to come in the forums and he didn't see my mail I guess!!!