That I am sorry for my interactions with others the other night. I want to say sorry to everyone which misunderstood my postings. I do write (romance novels)in my spare time and when thinking of stories I put myself in as the character at first and then change the name later. I was thinking of new ones while interacting with someone on here the other night and I think that some people took it as something else. I was trying to prove to the person that I can just think of different things and I should have done this in email but having started the interaction in the threads I was not thinking. I know that with the situation that happened with me and a previous member should have never been brought up but as you most know it has left me hurt and I was defending myself when I shouldn't have been. I thought I was being come down upon and I took things wrong. I was trying to interact with others that came in the thread also. Well to say the least, What I am trying to say to all that were involved is that I AM SORRY and I thought I would let you all know. I hope that you all will accept my apology and not let this hinder my interactions with all of you. If I post any of my thoughts/ stories I will make sure that I change the name before posting or put it as I do in my writings so that everyone knows that I am not just trying to be there for just one person. Or I will post a thread to put them in to receive others thoughts about them. As some said that nite they liked what I was writing. Again I AM SORRY!! DUSTY ROSE
Well big and flashy is fun trust me I have seen all the majorcities in the US and most in Canada and I would have to say that the greatest city oh I mean town is one right here in IOWA. They have festivals for everything and well they are a bunch of rednecks that know how to have fun like bonfires, all night parties(even the sheriff is drunk with the rest of us) doors are always left open and the best homemade food around, atvs are always going muddin if its not the 4wheel drives in the fields and there is always someone skinny dippin in the river. Largest strawberries and watermelons I have ever seen grown and everyone is always willing to help out their neighbor! I guess I just like the simple things oh and I must not forget the pig ridin contests! They are the funniest things you will ever see!
Yes they are and I am living proof! The minute I tell a man what I do for a living they run for the hills. I have been told by some that it is because they are afaid that I am stronger physically than them or that I make more money than them and also that I am blunt and I am able to handle myself on the road with those who think that they can take what they want from me. I have learned how to protect myself over the last eight years and alot of men want to be the protector instead of being showed up by a woman.
You're telling me but usually it is just the girls in my group of friends that do that! We don't let the guys come along but I think they sneak and peak!
The night always overtakes me. The moon, the stars, the mystery that lies beyond the hills in the darkness, over the ripples of the water under the light of the moon it always tugs at my heart. So I can't give up and I refuse to!
Oh I have decided that he was never worth me getting upset over it was his loss not mine. I know that once I find the right one he will have a neverending supply of love and I will try to make him as happy as possible. I have so many great friends that made this last week and weekend barible that I can't let them down by just hiding I need to get back on that horse and hopefully I won't get bucked off this time round. If I do I will just have to try again. See ya all later!
I want to thank you all again and I will say this, I am going back to the old me. I will not give up and stand down. I want love and I will let it come to me! I just hope that fate allows it to happen sooner rather than later but it will be up to fate to decide! I hope you all have a nice nite cause I need to take off and go to work! Chicago bound I am! You all have fun and go and take a look at all my new pics that I posted tonite the new ones have all been taken within the last Month! See ya all later!
I want to say thank you to all the wonderful friends and people who have emailed me and sent flowers to me. Thank you all so much for all the great advice and the wonderful condolences that you have all sent to me after this ordeal that I have been through. I have had a great weekend with my friends who have all been there for me and done nothing but keep me on the go. My girlfriends have all been trying to set me up with different guys that they know but I am just going to be friends with them all for now. I just want to let things happen and I am not going to push fate. When it happens it will happen! I thank you all so much and I wish you all the best! I will stay on the band wagon but I am just going to wait for the right one to come along and show me the true love that I have always looked for!!! THANK YOU ALL!!! DUSTY ROSE
Listen all you have to do is go back into the past threads and start looking and you will find what I did its there in black and white also if you don't like the thread then get off of it all you are doing is trying to start problems and trust me you don't want to do that! I have been watching all the threads as I was looking things up. I have seen all that has been going on in here lately and it looks to me like the mods don't want to put up with it. Oh and I also have copys of the emails that were sent to me if you don't believe that either. I don't lie and I hate others that do it's uncalled for and the best for everyone is honesty and here where I live that is what my rep is built on. Why don't you do this GET OUT OF MY THREAD!!!!!! Go check all the threads and you will find what you need or just google his screen name that will pull them up also!
How else was I to warn others that he is a player and that he may break someone else's heart would you let that happen to a friend of yours!! If so I don't think you are that great of a friend. I am letting all the women know that he played me. I was the one who got hurt and I am warning others so that they might avoid it.
I'm back and I just want to say.....
That I am sorry for my interactions with others the other night. I want to say sorry to everyone which misunderstood my postings. I do write (romance novels)in my spare time and when thinking of stories I put myself in as the character at first and then change the name later. I was thinking of new ones while interacting with someone on here the other night and I think that some people took it as something else. I was trying to prove to the person that I can just think of different things and I should have done this in email but having started the interaction in the threads I was not thinking. I know that with the situation that happened with me and a previous member should have never been brought up but as you most know it has left me hurt and I was defending myself when I shouldn't have been. I thought I was being come down upon and I took things wrong. I was trying to interact with others that came in the thread also. Well to say the least, What I am trying to say to all that were involved is that I AM SORRY and I thought I would let you all know. I hope that you all will accept my apology and not let this hinder my interactions with all of you. If I post any of my thoughts/ stories I will make sure that I change the name before posting or put it as I do in my writings so that everyone knows that I am not just trying to be there for just one person. Or I will post a thread to put them in to receive others thoughts about them. As some said that nite they liked what I was writing. Again I AM SORRY!! DUSTY ROSE