Recieved another intriging email I have been accused of being rude and using name hummm truth hurts but atleast I use the truth and do not tell others that people lie about there jobs and that was a problem surprise I know......... oh and to threaten to post things about moi me feel free I know many people and many people well very few will believe anything that would not be true unless you do miraculously speak the truth which I doubt could be recognized..... have a nice trip see ya soon....
O.k some of you know that I did break my rule and we met and I thought it was fine and well we started seeing each other I guess and well than all of suddon he stopped for no reason calling email chat etc no reason so I found it strange so I attempted to contact him well today he told me that we were over and that it was because of my weight I told him from the start that I was heavy and never hid that fact however he saed he was interested on the inside person and the inner beuty I truly believe this could really tear down my self esteem but I am not gonna let him do that to me because I think I am able to move past it and strong enough to face it head on but I guarantee you one thing I will think twice before breaking my rules again these were values i lived my life by and I broke them shame shame on me. So if you read this nsvalleyman shame on you your loss
Thanks for your wonderful tender words, your email was enlighting atleast you were finally honest, I told you I was overweight from the start you said that was not a problem that it was the person on the inside that mattered to you apparently not. You are not as matured as I had thought and that is unfortunate because I tood a chance and it was a bad decision to see you. You were hurtful to me and rude and for that someday you will get yours in return what goes around comes around. Myself I will survive and move forward. I am not gonna even let you destroy the self esteem that I have managed to build myself. I had told you what I had gone through and you sapposedly understood I really now think you did not have enough life experience to understand. Hope you find what you deserve.
I have done some private care for friends a few times and it is very difficult especially towards the end. I mostly do it as a favor to ease the burden on the families for a break for a bit or because they trust me or the person knows and is comfortable with me. I got to tell you I am terrible with death I run and hide from it but I am great in crisis and stressful situations like these. I am a strong believer that when the individual reaches a point that they require assistance or care that it is truly time to pray that god is good and takes them fast and with as little pain as possible, that is how I make it through day by day when I attempt to help these people and believe you me I do not do it any more often than what I need to.
I am moving on and I won't sit back and cry over spilt milk I still think it is due to a broken mirror though. I moped for six yrs after I lost my ex and vowed never again guess I was a bit too dedicated lol. No this spinster needs to keep on moving forward wherever it may take her.
Well I met Chris thought it was going well had been talking quite regularly and msn and emailing and now have not heard from him for ten years so you see I am doomed for spinsterhood for life all because I broke a stupid mirror well seven years of life anyway lol.
Chris perhaps if you practice what you preached you would have better success after all it has been ten days since I have heard from you so I guess my hesitation could not of been all wrong.........
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RE: why does someone people on msn get scared to meet someone off internet?
Recieved another intriging email I have been accused of being rude and using name hummm truth hurts but atleast I use the truth and do not tell others that people lie about there jobs and that was a problem surprise I know......... oh and to threaten to post things about moi me feel free I know many people and many people well very few will believe anything that would not be true unless you do miraculously speak the truth which I doubt could be recognized..... have a nice trip see ya soon....