the most disapointing thing about life is what side your born on meaning.... your either born with silver spoon in yer gob or you work hard all your life and still just scrap by
I have loads as porsha could tell you lol but this one still gets to me, not in a bad way its just that I don’t understand why I wasn’t scared at the time ok here goes....
We used to live in a flat when I was about 7 years old but it was more like a bungalow as we lived at the bottom, to cut a long story short it was my then mothers husbands flat. It was a bit cramped as it only had two bedrooms, my two brothers where in one bedroom and I had the front bedroom while my mother and her husband slept in the living room.
Sorry for the boring stuff any ways I had a double bed in my room and being so tiny I would sleep by the wall leaving the rest of bed MT, sometimes when I was a wake or even while I slept I would be disturbed in the middle of the night with my bed creaking and then on the MT side it would dip down as if someone was there. This wasn’t a small dip as I would sometimes feel my self slide towards the space. When this happened which was on quite a few occasions I had a feeling of well being and was not at all frightening. By morning my bed would be flat again.
One day as I came home from school I knocked on our front door, as my mother answer I could see a womanly figure behind her going up the hall and as she reached the far end she turned the corner to the back bedroom, as I followed my mother in to the flat I asked her why my sister Jo was in the lads bedroom and she replied that Jo wasn’t in.
Well I thought Jo was planning to hide or something so I ran to the back bedroom but there was no one there, as I walked back I had my mother taunting me “I told you Jo wasn’t here” so I told her about the woman I had just seen going towards the bedroom and about the things that happen to my bed, at that point my mothers husband butted in and told me his mother used to live with him here and also that I was sleeping in the bed that she had died in (not a pleasant thought but I was 7 and couldn’t afford a new bed my self lol)
RE: All for love
maybe wouldnt be happy about it but i guess i would have too