Thank you. You words mean a lot and you your heart is so filled with love that it reaches through into the words you type.
This has been a very nice thread. It's always nice to meet another person who has lived through similar experiences.
It has been some time now, and I choose to stay alone and work on myself, my own goals, and really become clear about what I wanted in my life, and be patient for the right person.
However, I still pray and send my love. This was definately I very hard lesson in life for me.
What a nice thread to end the day with. Thank you D and Vinny.
Well, my daughter requested meat loaf and the timer should be going off right about now, so I leave you as you lay and wish you well.
May GREAT LOVE and Happiness be with you over the Holiday Season.
I am single by choice at the moment. I did have 2 of my ex's offer for me to marry them within the last month, and they are handsome intelligent self made business men, and if not that, they wanted me to move in with them immediately. I told them that I loved them as friends and that I could not do that.
This was very touching to me, as they know all the strange events that have happened to me this year, and many more things than I would even share on this site but, I still could not.
I am awaiting my true love and soul mate, and I am very fortunate that although my visions normally only deal with biblical prophecy, I have also in the course of this last eight months been able to see how my future husbands destiny intertwines with mine and see the signs and parameters within ancient texts to reveal his identity.
However, I have always believed and I still do, that the man must find the woman. So, for this reason, if I approach a male in friendship, it is only that, and I do not believe him to be the one. I still have firm convictions that in order to be assured that the male wants you, he has to find you and pursue you.
Thank you Vinny for that posting as it touches my heart greatly. I agree with you and do believe that if a person is willing to acknowledge and seek help that they can have a very good life.
He is a truly fortunate person that he has been willing to do this, and I see no reason why he could not have a very loving relationship if that is what he wants.
On the side of this coin, I see my error as well, and that is that if a person does not want to help themself, no matter how much you love them, you cannot help them.
I was loyal and with someone for 11 years who sufferred from Bipolar Disorder but was also not willing to get professional help.
I initially thought that if I loved more, worked harder, understood more, or educated them more that it would help.
Then, it became what else could I do, so I built a real estate empire for them. Still nothing was enough, money, love, time, attention, education, etc.
One moment life was great and then without notice it would go to hell.
So, we separated households and for years we remained on and off, as I sincerely hoped to see an improvement of some sort, but it never happened.
I eventually realized that it was imperative for me to even end the friendship to stop any negativity in my life.
"We are told to remember the idea, not the man, because a man can fail. He can be caught, he can be killed and forgotten, but 400 years later, an idea can still change the world.
I've witnessed first hand the power of ideas, I've seen people kill in the name of them, and die defending them...
But you cannot kiss an idea, cannot touch it, or hold it...
Ideas do not bleed, they do not feel pain, they do not love...
And it is not an idea that I miss, it is a man... A man that made me remember...A man that I will never forget."
[color=blue]"We are told to remember the idea, not the man, because a man can fail. He can be caught, he can be killed and forgotten, but 400 years later, an idea can still change the world.
I've witnessed first hand the power of ideas, I've seen people kill in the name of them, and die defending them...
But you cannot kiss an idea, cannot touch it, or hold it...
Ideas do not bleed, they do not feel pain, they do not love...
And it is not an idea that I miss, it is a man... A man that made me remember...A man that I will never forget. "
I had won Best Poet of the year for 2005 for another 30 second poem, and so I was feeling really sad, and decided to type my thoughts again. Sadly, this 30 second poem would make me Best Poet of 2006. It was seeing the poem in print over and over again that would make me reflect on love, people, and choices that we make. Need I say more?
THE MORNING AFTER
Liquid fire flows in my veins Slowly lifting any thoughts of shame
Vibration rhythms my body moves Tension steams and trouble brews
Mass destruction paves the way The door slams A tryst on this Winter's day
Sounds of sorrow fill the air Oblivion creeps closer near
Darkness surrendered to a cold stone floor Icy streams drift through windows no more
Golden beams shine in reddened sight Porcelain gods command worship with might
Burning knots inside my neck Crunching glass maneuvering the wreck
Weeping echoes from a child's room Christmas morning filled with gloom.
Thank you for your input and thoughts one this matter. These things are not of the past but, in fact are still happening.
I am trying to understand and am puzzled as to why people believe in the things that people say without doing thorough research to see if what they are giving their money, time, and love to, are really abiding by the bible, that's all.
Oh, I remember now that other question I have as I researching the history books on the Catholic Church is:
Why is an organization that was founded and is still currently run by a group of women, who it is openly noted in all the books practices Satanism, refuse to allow women to be priests, when it is women themselves that appoint the Popes?
I am doing some research for my new clothing line called REVENANT, which means: one that returns after death or a long absence
1. As such, I saw a picture of the Pope and others on the internet, and it puzzled me as to why the Catholic Church is dressing men up in dunce hats and dresses, when the bible clearly states:
Deuteronomy 22:5 The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God.
2. I was also wondering why the Catholic Church killed the "witches" and tortured them so horrifically, when if anyone here has taken a moment to look at the teachings of wicca will see that they are mostly into holistic and spiritual healing and abide by the creed, "Harm None," further the bible clearly states:
Exodus 20:13 Thou shalt not kill Exodus 22:18 Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live
3. I am also wondering why the Catholic Church tortured and murdered the Knights Templars and took all their monies and land, when they had direct orders that prohibited them from killing them.
In addition, if you visit the Hereditary Knights Templars of Brittania website, you will see their codes of conduct, that they abide by the 10 Commandents, that they welcome men and women, and their creed, "Do the right thing."
4. Why is the Catholic Church allowed to murder people, steal property, and molest children and remain immune to the law and government but yet they are allowed to comment and persuede the publics oppinion on everything?
There is more but, these are the ones that come to my mind at the moment as I am drawing sketches.
Your thoughts and information on these matters are welcome.
It is truly sad that your "New Age" mentality has not progressed you any further than the mentality of the Catholic Church and people who kill and assault anyone who attempts to educate and show them how to see through all the deceptions and lies that they have unconsciously accepted as truth.
I have approached everyone with love, I have not attacked anyone, only defended myself when attacked, nor have I called anyone hateful names and exhibited the hatefulness, ignorance, and hostility that you display to everyone with great vanity.
I would like to say that I will pray for you, but that would be a lie. However, I did receive your numerous disgusting hateful emails, assaulting me because I refuse to disown God and stop believing in God, along with all your hateful vindictive threats.
I have reported you. In truth, by the behaviour that you openly exhibit, and by your own words:
"you are mental" meaning hostile or of unsounding behavior, when that is exactly what you have proven yourself to be. You have stated your own truth to everyone.
As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord, and I will continue to show people how to educate and research the truth for free to avoid falling into the this "new age" mentality that has breeded so much hate and ignorance.
Well, all I can say, is I have in good faith and conscience, done the right thing, and attempted to show everyone how to see all the complex information I was given for free.
I will say no more, except I know that I have been asked to wait these 2 1/2 years for my "King." So, if you see any guy that meets these parameters please ask him to send me an email:
1. Order of the Dragon 2. Son of Dracul 3. Last Name Begins with a "B"
I do know that he has brown hair and blue eyes, only because I know that I will have another child, a son, and the childs eyes were blue and his hair brown.
As I have stated many times. I believe that we all have divinity within us, and that God does gift people with different gifts.
However, beyond Judgment Day, the intensive learning process that I went through, it is apparent to me that although we have a "free choice, and free will" we are held accountable for that.
Many things have happened here since April, I can't explain them, but yet he remains with me. Call it the Holy Spirit, a Guardian Angel, or God himself, I am not sure.
However, I have witnessed incredible things, and so have my friends who had no belief in God. As of today, they pray and seek truth.
I do not look for confirmation from a man or woman. I am well aware now that "Judgment Day" does exist.
You are not ruling the universe, nor this earth. You do not govern the angels.
Although, you are correct in your views of energy and some science, you leave out Alchemy, Saint Germaine's teachings, and the fact that there are superior life forms to yourself.
Your arrogance and vanity, I can promise you that you will regret one day.
I have told you the truth. You will not save my life, you will not forgive me of my sins, and it is you that try to make everyone embrace a "new age" philosophy and completely discount every other ancient teaching.
You need to embrace the whole pie, not just a piece, or you are in for a very big surprise.
Best of luck to you "Indigo Child?" I am a child of God.
I am telling the complete truth and everyone that knows me, will state that many events transpired here, and those who did not believe in God became believers, that I have always been the most honest person they have ever known, that I have always had an open door for the needy, and that I have always given and shared all that I have with others.
There is no distortion of historical data or facts. I was shown, I could have never of done this on my own, and I have told you exactly where to go to start pulling the information so that you can see as well for free.
However, what I have realized, is that it does not matter who you are, or what you are, if you are Jesus, or the Knights Templar, or God herself, or the God of Judgment himself, if people do not want to seek the truth, hear the truth, or see the truth, then there is nothing no one or thing can do about it.
THANK YOU FOR THAT ARTICLE THAT WAS SO INFORMATIVE.
No, actually, when I died in April, after passing judgment, I was subsequently confronted with a group of men, who I had no idea who they were.
It was apparent to me, that they were not the "American Red Cross."
Of course, considering the horrific initiation process that ensued afterwards, I have often wished that I had remained dead.
After all this, I just know that I am looking for a male who meets specific parameters.
Didn't come here to upset you, get ridiculed, hurt, or insulted. Only to share with you truths that I was given and to show you where you can research and get the same for free.
Actually, I have never had either. Since you are such a lively conversationalist perhaps I will look you up when I get over that way, and we can see what the effects of those are.
Your writings I absolutely cherish with my whole heart.
No, as I have told you before, the real estate market crash affected me severely. I am now going back for my RN degree as I hope to leave the US as soon as it is complete.
My last commercial deal was in October and that gave me enough to pay off all the bills but, now what?
I HAVE TO TELL YOU!!!!!!! IT SNOWED HERE YESTERDAY!!!! It was so magical for me I literally cried. Had a great snow ball fight and was wondering what else people do in the snow.
Not ego at all Dusty. My long-time friends (men and women) who know me to be an astute self made millionaire and conservative business woman in the past. Whom they have entrusted hundreds of thousands of dollars with for years, to make all their investments, know that this has been a very hard experience for me.
Do you have no idea what a "child of the veil" is?
Have you not researched anything I have said to you, or do you just make nasty comments back to me because I complimented you and was loving towards you?
Exactly. I agree. It is all an illusion. That is why we will see the end to this disgusting organization in the near future as all their lies and deceit get exposed.
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RE: The Power of Female!
WE DON'T WANT TO RULE THE MAN, OR BE THE "KING"JUST LIKE, I AM SURE, THAT MEN DON'T WANT TO HAVE BABIES, WELL, APPARENTLY BY THE NEWS AS OF LATE, SOME DO
ANYHOW, I HAVE POSTED A "DA VINCI CODE GAME" FOR YOU TO PLAY FOR THE HOLIDAYS ON "WHY ARE ATHEISTS SO ANGRY" THREAD.
MUCH LOVE TO YOU BROTHERS AND SISTERS, LOVE MARIA