not at all... i know when to stick up for myself, and i know when to take chances, by nice guy, i mean, respects, opens the doors, doesn't let the girl pay.... those kinds of things. it just seems like i'll always be more of friend material than boyfriend material.
can't really answer with those choices. there aren't too many decent guys out there, there are just too many indecent ones. so the problem may not be you, but the lack of numbers
Like a bullet shot from a sniper rifle I get upset over the smallest trifle I explode when you're finally in my sight Because us apart just doesn't feel right
I grip the trigger of my existence Trying to close the gap of our distance Because as I do that a part of me flies Into your sight and before your eyes
Some things I say that I do not mean But the pain I've caused is not unseen It kills me to know that I can make you cry While I pierce your heart, it makes me die
To see how rotten I have finally become To hurt you so bad and act like I'm numb Numb to your emotions and numb to your pain And now all of your joy I seem to drain
Feeding on people like Hannibal Lector When all the while I want to be your protector To be the person you come to each night Eliminate all darkness and show you the light
Instead I have become your disease Eating away with the simplest ease At everything good that we once shared I only do this because I'm scared
I fear for the loss of someone I love Someone for some reason, I only write of Be it good be it bad my feelings never change But anger and sadness are the usual exchange
These things inside tell me whats true And if things change in time, I will always pursue To find us together as we were before For you will always be, the one that I adore
How hard it is to think of the person you cherish No longer be in your life, a part of you would perish Because everything in you says shes the one And all the mistakes youve made cant be undone
You brought life into my dreary world You brought love in as the consciousness twirled A brand new feeling of someone that cared But many more memories that I wish we had shared
Its sickening to the stomach of any person And it only makes the situation worsen I just wish you could look into my heart To see that you are where it starts
Waiting for a sign that's yet to come Which will show me what to do To point a direction and to a selection But as of know I have no clue
What should I do, to find the one I wish to spend my life with Should I take my time while in age I climb And hope love isn't just a myth
Or maybe I should look while I'm still young A kid in search of love It may sound stupid but age isn't for cupid He just shoots the arrows from above
If cupid could chose the age of all Then what would be the right age? How would he decide when to be the guide To the next chapter and to turn the page
If it weren't up to him then who would say When and with whom we we're meant to live To be completely amazed for all of our days And to thank them for the gift they'd give
Maybe cupid isn't the answer for all love And it's up to the person to detect To find their catch, of which they match And their love will always project
Love that illuminates the would around us all So nothing bad will ever remain That's what I'll find when I see my sign With all the perfection that it will contain
Until the sign shows itself to me once and for all What else would I do but wait To find my pair that will always care My hearts keeper and soul mate
It feels like nothing i say even matters when everything around me seems to shatter my whole world crumbling below and i can't find which way to go
take me from this horrid place rescue me with a warm embrace with loving eyes and a loving smile make my living seem worthwhile
if only for a second to reassure because you're the only reason i feel secure you're the only reason i care at all it makes me wonder why you care so small
because alone i am with every blink of my eyes i feel i sink deeper towards my very end and why this is happening, i cannot comprehend
Why do i try to hold on so tight to tell myself it will be alright that i can be happy if i just try when all that does is make me cry
tears of my heart just flowing through as each drop goes i think of you but why do i want to feel so much pain am i alright or am i insane
sometimes i just feel schizophrenic because one moment i'm in a panic then you bring out my other side the one to which that you confide
all your hopes and all your dreams but the side of you is never as it seems you want one life, but can't decide now you're in the open there's nowhere to hide
am i split, or is it just you whoever it is should make their debut should come to stay for all to see because thats not fair for you or me
which life will be chosen and which be lost and can either of us deal with the cost of losing the person we thought we had dear to have them again in forever and a year.
With every turn I see your face I gouge out my eyes just to erase The sight of you from within my mind For how can I see you if I am blind
You broke me in pieces too small to see And with the wind blows my debris To never be pieced all in one For what you did cannot be undone
As with a boulder that’s to fade and erode Or with the fireworks that fly and explode Both become lost and forgotten in time But at the moment, they seemed so sublime
There lies a hole every here and there But with this hole no chance to repair Once its dug it can’t be refilled No matter how hard we try to rebuild
As with the salt that we grind so fine There only seems to be a glimmer of a sign That anything was even there to start So is my case of my broken heart.
I gouge out my eye so you can see Hoping to keep it a guarantee I sever my arm so you can feel But what would all of this reveal
If I sacrificed myself for you When you kept secrets I would not pursue Would you ever do the same for me? Would you help my soul to be free?
Torrential sorrow is all that there seems But deep down I grip to all of my dreams Of something beautiful that will forever last With love in our hearts that is so vast
Covering us like a winter’s day Where nothing but clouds will be there to stay To forever hold to something sweet Where you finish me and I make you complete
The missing piece of a puzzle long lost How much to pay and what would be the cost Would it be worth it to see such bliss Or would you rather fall to a loveless abyss
Such a question, yet such a pain But know now I do this for only your gain I’ll sever my arm and gouge out my eye But will you only ever wonder why?
I try to sever the feelings that dwell Instead I lock them in a cell Waiting for the moment to finally be free When we could have each other for eternity
But as my heart is locked away The walls around me then decay Showing glimmers to you of what’s inside Showing you what I would provide
Revealing the secrets of my heart Until you decide to depart From the sight of these crumbling bars To not look upon my many scars
Left behind from pain that had been Not on the surface but wholly within Piercing the heart as was done in the past For the sight of you was gone so fast
You didn’t care to look below To see my heart and how you make it glow Beating for you there is why the walls break But as you walk away each part of me does ache
You strengthen my heart with just your sight And I try to be you shining knight To protect you as long as I would exist No matter the trouble I would only persist
But as you leave from my narrow view Nothings there on which my strength will renew As though I’ve never used my muscles at all Like a baby’s first walk, I surely would fall
But you hold the keys to what locks what’s so deep Able to decide whether to open or take a peep Until you choose I’ll try to sever even more Because the only thing that’s better, is if YOU’D open up the door
chrisgj001 Forum Posts (15)
Why do nice guys never get the girl?
not at all... i know when to stick up for myself, and i know when to take chances, by nice guy, i mean, respects, opens the doors, doesn't let the girl pay.... those kinds of things. it just seems like i'll always be more of friend material than boyfriend material.