hi all. well been a tough week. taken most advice on board from post recieved in my earlier threads. last sunday i was rushed to hospital with breathing difficulties and spent the last 5 days in coronary care in southport hospital(G.C. hospital). while there was talked to by some counsellers and am now taking steps to improve my self( i hope). am now on anti-depressants and back on all heart medications. its been 8 months since i stopped. i dont know if this is the right road for me but the other road was leading me to hell, hell on earth. i was miserable and life was so hard. trying to put my kids out of my mind for a few months and just trying to sort my head out.my birthday in three weeks and would love to have dinner with someone nice.....no strings....lol, so am looking! i really would like to chat here again and welcome any comments. regards , mick
thats me.... my ex took everything and havent been able to accumilate anything since........i they took my license of me because of illness.......so im screwed
if they still rely on parents at my age i guess they are still at home or have no self control in their lives?
and if you are only on dating terms i cant see why a guy cant date more than one.....but im australian and the term "dating" may have different meanings in our respective countries.
was in a coma august last year after many visits to hospital...over 30 in previous 2 yrs with my illness. when in the coma i beleive i met a guide who showed me a door...gave me a choice to go thru or come back... i chos e to come back...even tho i hav efelt sick few times since i havent been back in hospital except once for 3 days......... i think there is something i have to do here first
but answer is yes. what i dont know but there is something on the other side
i dont vote..... havent since 94. when you have holiday at the queens pleasure you lose voting rights. never re-registered.... wooohooooo...so it aint my fault
im not jewish but i dont think its his jewish blood or upbringing that has made him the man he is......... simple......he is a pig in every sense of the word. have the strength to see for yourself the very words you have written and the answer is in front of you. yes a broken heart hurts but it can heal if you allow it. look in the mirror and see you, probably for the first time in 2 yrs andtell yourself" i am worth more to me than to anyone else" let the healing begin by loving yourself again. i only suggest that because reading between the lines i sense you have lost some of your self worth. embrace the woman you are and be free from this man and see the worl as better place with him out of your life.
now now you cant have it both ways laura........ you disrespected me first.........hmmmmmmm now we see. its a matter when it suits you? aha....that type are you?
some pics of why i feel so alone. my wife and wonderful kids. they are over 18 now so im not breaking rules. the one of my kids was taken when jessica wa 2 days old. just under 12 moths later debbie took them away.
i just want you to understand the pain i feel and the loss. mick
losing feeling in my legs at the moment...been to docs and had ultra sounds on both legs and cant find problem.....having trouble walking at the moment.......very bad headaches and very bad chest infection............ coughing all the time. doc says he wants to do cat scans on lower body and find circulation problem but cant do it on public system, have to have hospital admission to get it. cant even put me on strong pain medication as i am allergic to morphine and most pain drugs have morphine or simular and i have fits with morphine...... so am in a hell of a lot of pain...... lower legs feel like they are on fire.
3 week coma last yr(induced) wasnt expected to survive, many memeories from coma. all seemed so real including being shown a doorway and having a choice to go on or come back. when out of coma was told i actually died for a cpl of minutes at one stage. not brian dead just heart stopped.
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or have no self control in their lives?
you cant have it both ways laura........
RE: IF A GUY SPLITS THE BILL ONN THE FIRST DATE, IS HE-DATEABLE????
why?need to explain