LizzyBear Poetry (4)

now i stand alone
through teary eyes i see
a world full of those forgotten
a world not meant for me
i wish nothing more then to have
the love of a man again
the warmth of his breath
the touch of his hand
my heart will never heal
although they say it will
i feel as if forever
was a buy one get one deal
so now ill sit alone
in my cold and empty room
just know that forever means nothing
if forever is without you

broken hearts, loves deceit
pieces fall down to my feet
broken promise, loves a lie
puddles form from tears i cry
broken dreams, loves illusion
sorrow caused from your intrusion
broken hope, loves a game
it never lasts, and ends the same
broken sleep, loves the cause
digs at me with sharpened claws
broken spirit, love caused sorrow
stolen forever from my tomorrow
broken life, love is lost
broken forever and thats the cost

i built a wall so deep inside
a barrier where i can hide
away from pain and all the sorrow
a piece of my soul you cannot borrow
feeling sad and all alone
i wish to find a place, a home
somewhere to hide away from it all
until one day my wall will fall
from new love that will fill its cracks
so i can get my whole heart back
youll help me to regain my pride
and i will find that deep inside
my wall is gone with all my pain
never to return again
and you will see that i am strong
that you can never do me wrong
for my wall will leave me tall
so i can stand and face it all

i miss the times when you were here
telling me to have no fear
to hold my head up high and strong
add happy notes to my sad song
i miss the way you looked at me
as if i were to blind to see
the path im on might hurt and scathe
but all goes well if you just have faith
i miss the sound of your sweet voice
through the bad times a saving grace
that told me what was right and wrong
but rings in my ears now still so strong
a caring person you were such
that helped yet hurt me oh so much
youde guide and mislead me through the day
you left me lonely when i wanted you to stay
then one day you just never returned
my tears so hot they almost burn
aware now of what i lack
but my tears will never bring you back
for me to let out what i need to say
i cannot do anything more then pray
you took my weak and made me strong
adding happiness to my sad, sad song