rubberslave Poetry (5)

as we sat there holding your hand
looking at your sweet smile.
trying so hard to understand
why u couldn't stay awhile.

as we watched u slowly slip away
praying your not in pain.
knowing in our hearts that someday
all of us will meet again.

you heard gods angels call your name
they wanted u by their side.
we knew our loss would be their gain
as our tears we tried to hide.

then the sparkle left your eyes
and your smile was no more.
it took us awhile to realise
you had walked through gods door

the pain we have will never leave
or the memories that we made.
in our hearts we all believe
our love will never fade.

It always seems to be on my mind
Why I do not know
Then I think about those I leave behind
And those that don't want me to go

Living in a world of my own
That no one can understand
Inside feeling so alone
With no one to hold my hand

I want to talk but there's no one there
So I think about it again
Then I realize no one does care
And there's only one way to end the pain

I wonder if afterwards people will forget
And won't even remember my name
Will they look back with regret
Or just say I was insane

Now I'm gone and laid to rest
People still ask why
They're saying now I was the best
So why did I have to die

Let me close my eyes let me dream a while, let me realize how I miss ur smile. And even though ur not here, in my dreams ur always near In my dreams I come so close and nearly feel, but then I awake and see ur not real. Chorus! How I wish I could dream forever, how I wish we could be together. How I want u by my side, how I wish I could dream forever. In my dreams I know I'll meet you, only in my dreams can I seek you. In my dreams a kiss I try to take but just as our lips meet then I wake. When I wake I know I'll miss u because only in my dreams can I kiss u. Chorus! How I wish I could dream forever, how I wish we could be together. How I want u by my side, how I wish I coauld dream forever. Now I close my eyes one last time, then I know that u'll be mine. And I can dream this dream forever, knowing that afterwards we'll always be together. In a land where dreams become real, and I can show u the way I feel. Now I know I can dream forever now I know we can be together now I can have u by my side now I know I can dream forever.

As I watched the evening slowly fall, and the sunset slowly die. I heard a lonesome call. It was the banshee cry. It seemed to cry out to me, as if someone I knew was to die. Then I knew it had to be, because it was the banshee cry. It carried on throughout the night, but I did not know who was to die. I felt it was not right, that I should hear the banshee cry. I wondered which loved one dear to me, would shortly be saying goodbye. Was it my own true love or my dear mammy, that caused me to hear the banshee cry. And as the moon sank down low and the stars began to hide I found it was my truelove that had to go it was for her the banshee cried

I got an invitation to a party one night, it said come join us everything's will be alright. I looked at the venue to where it was on, I thought I might go it might be fun. When I read what it said it took me by surprise, it said come to the graveyard for tonight we'll all rise. I said I would go thinking it was all a fake, so I got there about ten to see were the dead awake. I saw a large crowd all standing together, I watched for a while it seemed like forever. Then I heard a voice saying I'm glad u could make it, come see what they're looking at if u can take it. We walked towards the crowd we were taking our time, when we got there I saw a headstone the name mine then I saw my mother shaking her head, it was then I knew I was dead. R.i.p