Peneloperosejae Poetry (3)

As I step into the steam
My body blanketed in the warm enveloping tantalising mist
Muscles arch and stretch
Welcoming warm water molesting my skin
Vanilla scented suds sliding over soft curves
Sensual sighs echo out into humid air
Satin smooth caresses of fingers lovingly worshiping slender muscles
Rhythmic sensual motion lulling and hypnotising the mind into seductive trance
Euphoric rapture of hot jets as my head tilts back
Eyes lightly closed surrendering to this pleasure.

In a deserted place void of love I came to ground
Filled with doubt I wandered around

I had been here before such desolate waste
For how long? Must I remain fallen from grace
Forsaken to walk alone in my path
Unimaginable longing for another to hear my heart
My language long forgotten ancient and bold
Destined to sing and heal their souls.

The path drew me to this beautiful tree
All my senses warning me
I know to stay here would be wrong
The tree inviting sturdy and strong
delirium lulling me to restless sleep

My dreams more magical than ever before
Wanton desire for the fruit it bore
As I dreamed the fruit became a man
Overwhelming need to take his hand
The wind blew strong warning me not to progress
How is my heart to resist his caress
Wishing I could stop and freeze time
Drunk with love for a man who can not be mine

Whatever his reasons for drawing me into this place
The warnings ignored the moment his hands touched my face
I knew I was captured and under his spell
Dreaming under a tree where I dwell

You are Forbidden but just like Eve I take that bite
Regardless of all the wrongs and rights

I know the destiny of the path I've taken
And GRACE for me is still forsaken.

As shadows move in endless time
I try desperately to release my mind
To stop the noise of the pounding drum
Which forbids my head from being numb

So seconds flow and hours pass
Yet my eyes still watch the shadows creep
Across the desert of my sleep.
I just want emptiness to swallow me
And know I am finally free.