sheryl32678 Poetry (5)

I will always find you
when you need me to

I will always love you,
even thou we are apart

I will always find you
when you are lonely.

I Will Always love you
when you need me to

i will Keeping my arms wide open,
when you figure things out.

i know You changed my life.
And I don't care what people have to say

If you pick up the phone,
I'll be there waiting for you call

I will always love you,
in my heart and soul

Lovers Nightmare
I love you and I’m here to stay,
that is what you always say,
Kiss me and I can barely breathe,
Sending bolts into my knees,
Distance draws us far apart,
Passion still bleeding in my heart,
Love divine and oh so true,
Hoping that you feel it too,
I dreamed about you twice last night,
Standing there and holding you tight,
Keeping your hands on my waist,
I still remember how you taste,
I love you I need you that’s what you say,
The snow starts falling and the sky turns grey,
I laugh and kiss you and say how could I leave,
The only place I want you is right next to me,
Then suddenly you gone and I start to cry,
Waking up with tears in my eyes,
Rolling over to kiss you face,
But you’re not there and my heart starts to race,
Right now I need you more then most,
To hear you breath, to kiss your nose,
Just to lay there watching you dream,
But your not hear I just want to scream,
I sit there now not able to sleep,
My hands are shaking and I start to weep,
I can still see you there, snow falling in your face,
Watching the sky turn from blue to grey,
I think about it for awhile longer,
Wishing I could be much stronger,
That beautiful dream turned into a nightmare,
Most of it was fuzzy but your face was so clear,
And suddenly it hits me,
Like a car going sixty,
I sit there and smile for the longest time,
Dreams aren't real and I know your mine.

One In A Million
You're one in a million, my most special one;
Your radiant smile is as bright as the sun;
You're smart and caring and have many great charms,
And my heart really sings when you wrapped me in your arms.
I'm happy you chose me from all of the rest,
And I'm proud 'cause I know that I got the best.
You're so cute and sweet, and you shine like the stars;
I just love you so much, my most wonderful husband!

I know it's been a long time since you've heard from me.
I know you have a new life now, I know you're happy,
I know I can't deny that I still care for you
thoughts of you fill my days whether or not I want them to.

When I loved you, every moment shared was like a tropical sunrise
there was no price that could buy the feeling of looking into your eyes
but in what seemed like an instant, you discarded it all
through gods grace I survived that long and turbulent fall

I have a new life too,
I just feel theirs a few things that we should address
Its my fault for putting you on a pedestal so high,
by doing so we could never see eye to eye

You swept me off my feet, but let me land on my face.
With no contrition on your part just silence and space.
Do you ever feel bad for your treatment of me? Is there ever remorse?
or are your actions then and now simply par for the course?

I just wanted to give you my heart, was that really so bad?
I'm sorry it wasn't good enough, it was the only one I have.
Am I asking to many questions? Should I just move on like you?
I'm not as heartless as that, so just please hear me through

I just wanted to know why you never fought for what we had.
Why you let it, no, helped it fade; ever so fast.
Does all the money you have now comfort you at all?
Can it bring you a love that is unmeasurably tall?

Like the love you threw away that I was once had for you.
I have to be honest though, I'm not glad that were through'
This is not a plea for you to come back into my life.
Long gone are those dreams of us being husband and wife.

Long gone is the chance for you to ever find someone
that will love you like I did. That day will never come.
It true what they say about one mans trash being another treasure

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart brokes bit by bit.

The pain is deep, unbearable and painful,for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that left me heartbroken, but that I regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first true love and only love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else seem strange and will always seem wrong.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes of true love dreams and that you was the one who threw it away,
And ill tell you something I will always love you until my dying day.