Anemundi Poetry (4)

Life is so ironic when you get hurt,
you cried for a person who didnt even worth it
you make urself a living dead
for months
you even thought you will never move on
Worse time were when you see them happy
and you grieved with pain
After time passed you kept yourself busy
them comes around again
you got such a big smile wondering
how you were ever in pain?
now you know you are happy with nothing
to fear! even they wonder how you dont
care about them
life is a like a rollercoaster never regret your ride , enjoy! better things
comes in life just have patience!

Why it is so hard to be happy?
We got consumed by others wants and needs
we try and please the world
does anyone try and please us?
There is a key to be happy
and is to do things you love
but pleasing people makes us happy?
We look at things with love
we share love but no love in return
we have to start doing things we love
love , forgive and forget
but most important pray.

I dont know where you are
I wish you where here
you left me without saying good bye
but that is okay
sometimes I miss you like crazy
but I know you are not here
I know for sure you might be
looking at me, hope proud of me
There is no way I could replace you
But life help me to move on
I know you are on a better place
I know you will always love me
as I will always love you too
here now and forever my dear one.

I wonder why i am alone,
I see darkness around,
I cannot understand why,
I wish there is a new
phase coming around,
I wonder if there will be changes,
I dont wanna be alone
there is alot of love around,
I have alot to share,
I cant wait to tell
whoever come to my way,
To take this grief away.