JohnFixMyHeart Poetry (3)

For those of you here, only one that I seek
I write and write, but still no-one will speak
Not a message nor post, not even a critique
Truly it can’t be, because of my physique
I’m using my brain, yes that’s my technique
Hope they all know, that I’m just being sleek
Just because I’m here, does not make me a freak
If anything dear, I’m more like a geek
So one more time, it’s your interest I peek
If I had just one, the world can be less bleak
Give me a chance, let me kiss your cheek
For I want to know, if it makes you weak

I’ve struggled for years, with life being grey
Because the one I’d once loved, had thrown me away
Feelings of confusion, who was the one to betray
But she had left, my life now in disarray

I walk through life alone, feeling like a castaway
Decades of memories, I cry as my mind goes into replay
Looking and searching, wanting to find one I pray
For I did not want, death to come being a stray

I keep looking, for that falling star in the milky-way
Waiting to make my wish, so bright will be her ray
I can only hope, that my wish may come someday
Having one close to me, one dedicated and forever stay

The man had made, his big turn in life alone
A smaller turn is due, he feels it in his bones
But yet once again, will is turn be alone
So he sits and waits, staring in his phone

He looks then sees, the turns of others
Some before some after, but yet another
For he is not alone, he knows of others
Can one of these turns, be a potential lover

He sees many, their turn coming due
Dreams of some, but their turns are few
He likes another, but his turn will not due
Maybe the one, where I’m one new

But he sees two, both know my feeling
For they as well, have past that ceiling
To that special one, I have this feeling
Let’s share our turns, help me with my healing