nighty70 Poetry (27)

Sometimes the thoughts in my head seem to explode
Sometimes my heart is locked and has no code
To be opened again, to beat the right song

I found a small light of a candle
The darkness can be fought away
But sometimes you come and blow it out
And let me down, Darling

Sometimes you make me feel so lost inside
Sometimes you make me cry tears I cannot hide
You don’t make it easy to love you condition less

I would never council, what I feel for you
I would never lose my love to you
I would never regret something I did for you
But you don’t make it easy to love you

., in my sleep,
when I met an angel,
he kidnapped me from my dream,
flew with me through time and space,

the years passed, we came forward,
there we saw an old man,
the head so bald, the eyes very dull,
one recognized a broken mind,

he knelt in front of an old stone,
surrounded by grass, and cleaned it clean,
Tears fell on the stone,
he wiped them away and they came back

he looked up but did not see me
looked the angel directly in the face,
his eyes filled with terror,
Memories came, you saw them,

he stretched out his hands towards the creature,
he began to tremble, and then to plead:
"I knew you a long time ago,
you have freed me from a dream,
I dreamed of love, and happiness for two,
but I lived in solitude,
You wanted to give me liberation,
the prospect of a beautiful life,
but you brought me pain,
have snatched away my little heart,
If I had the choice, I could decide again
I would rather live with all my suffering! "

The angel looked at me questioningly,
I recognized the question, I was this man,
now located in front of the stone,
which once was his heart.

If felt feel windless
The I am almost at a standstill
The past is no longer to be found
Memories of the wind blown

Soon a whole life will disappear
More or less, one becomes alien
Before a nebulous wall one will float
Which unrelentingly separates from life

When the veil fires at times
The memory has great gaps
The memory is totally jagged
Synapses are only rotten bridges

Eternal search, history disappears
One goes away and is still there
To fight for words that are no longer found
Ditched in clouds and yet close

In clear moments, fear of the morning
Momentary consolation
But the certainty with all sorrows
Paralyze the dignity

As dementia is still incurable
Some come to that place
Where you forget that you forget everything
And walk over the gracious threshold

We were born
born to live,
But one Day we must go again!
Complete with the life
But in our hearts they will remain,
A small light in the dark!
Where is the angel who frees me
Which protects me from the pain?
Do not you see my pain in my heart
For a little moment i hopenng before she leaves me
In our hearts they remain
We will not forget
we will miss you
Deep in us we bear the pain
Who holds us all prisoner
But we must live on
No look back in the cruel past
Not to see back
Otherwise we can not be happy!

The only thing I can hear is my breathing;
The only thing I can feel is the pain in my soul;
The only thing I can see is the infinite emptiness.

In me it is quiet. Still as in a lifeless body.
A body that had just been left lying,
Without paying any attention to it.

I feel useless and useless,
The meaning of my life no longer exists.
Every thought of the good disappears.

It seemed as though hatred and dislike were prevailing,
As if I were different from the others.
The desire for attention became too great.

My personality disappears in the earth
And adapts to life ...
I now swim in the stream of the masses.

Your mask your identity





A smile on the face,

You must not be sad!

Every morning, put on the mask,

Then your life takes its course.



Emotion is still in you

And perhaps it gets worse and worse,

But you can protect yourself,

Your mask will support you.



Exaggerate your true self

Take the mask, with a laugh on the face,

Play the clown and jump

And dance, laugh, sing.



Conceal who you really are,

How the cold pain kisses you,

Be to another person,

Which is omitted and glad.



In the end splits the personality

Only you know it, the mask hides your suffering.

It is the mask of an identity,

Who begs for his salvation

If my soul suffers so much.
I lie down and sleep, dream, forget.
I let my soul fly over the clouds.
Indifferent and free.
Sometimes I wish I could slip into eternity.
But then an angel leads quite gently
My soul back to me.
And surrounded by the gentle touch of the angel
I create power.
There I lie,
Kissed by an angel,
Lost in that moment.
If my soul suffers so much,
An angel puts his protective hands around it
And wait until she heals.
I never forget this touch.
My soul warms
Makes my heart beat faster.
I'm all over again.

The tears when an angel cries

The tears when an angel is crying tears my heart
The tears washed from innocence so pure
My soul was twisting - so great was the pain.
The tears when an angel cries - very small.

But my eyes look deep into his soul
A black veil, an icy hand
The tears when an angel cries - very small.
This is what I found in his soul.

The tears when an angel cries - do not you see them?
A silent cry shook me.
The tears of the angel shimmer in the light.
The pain runs through me like a stab.

The freezing hand surrounds my mind.
The tears when an angel cries freeze.
You do not know what suffering means!
You do not know how it is to lose!

The tears when an angel is crying tears my heart
The tears washed from innocence so pure
My soul was twisting - so great was the pain.
The tears when an angel cries - are now mine.

Cold water winds through my body
Goes his way.
Cold water surrounds my soul
Makes me freeze
In a moment of
Loneliness and darkness
Only the helping hand of a
Friend can help me ...
Warm my heart,
The rigid melt.
Because otherwise I have to wait
In this feeling deeper
DEPRESSION
Until the summer comes ...
So I'm afraid of the
Next rigidity,
because I know,
That give me the helping hand
Of a friend.
Cold water touches
My soul...
I'm waiting...
And wait ...
On the feeling of
LIBERATION,
The only one
FRIEND
Can give me ...

I have lived without living.
I have died without dying.
Run on the darkest black paths.
See how the roses color with the thorns.

Everything we colorful around me.
My feelings are silent, they are silent.
I am happy and turn around.
A dream kills my feelings.

I open my eyes and see nothing
Only the darkness of darkness.
I look into the gap of the small light.
It's going so far!

A small ray has changed my life.
He goes through all the time.
The hatred disappears, he moves.
It's going so far!

My life has begun to be colorful again
I walk through a bright rose garden.
All because of the little light.
How long did I have to wait?

But the moment does not come by itself
You have to agree.
Do not wait for help, help yourself!
Decide now - for a better world!

You bird of the night,
Fly freely in the sky
I am captivated by your spell
Get down here from here.
I see you as you turn your circles over and over again
Like in an endless loop.
As you can see every day the beautiful but also bad sides of the people
Oh God! You bird up there like I envy you!
What would I give for a single day, no! Only to be allowed to be like a minute
you!
You know it, you see it in my desires my distorted eyes, right?
But this will never happen,
I mortal, weak man down here,
Has adapted me to my environment
Had made it voluntarily with me,
Put me in a golden cage!
O thou my free, impetuous bird as I envy thee,
But as often as I say it will never be true!
Forgive my bird,
I bored you !?
I'll be back in my golden cage
And tomorrow morning,
I'll be back here,
Banned by you,
Banned from your freedom!

If you look at me ... burns my soul to me
so much ... like never before
If you look at me ... that my heart beats no more
it has the rhythm ... just lost

If you look at me ... no more tears flowing
all dried up ... hard as a rock
If you look at me ... these are no more dreams since
lost everything ... and so alone

I cry to the world ... save me
I cry oh world ... but do not forget me
I scream to the world ... I'm your
why oh world ... must it be so

If you look at me ... it does not see my eyes
their luster ... just lost `n
If you look me in the ... gasp me
in purgatory ... just froze `n

I cry to the world ... save me
I cry oh world ... but do not forget me
I cry to the world ... I'm your
why oh world ... must it be so

If you look at me ... that I miss your love
and more ... as ever
If you see it on me ... the one thought torments me
of the ... what I lost

I cry to the world ... save me
I cry oh world ... but do not forget me
I cry to the world ... I'm your
and ask yourself oh world ... why must this be so

If you look at me ... burns my soul to me
so much ... like never before ..