keralabull Poetry (16)

....its time to sleep..but i can`t...
....its time to write and read myself...
....is damn silence kill my soul...
....its the sound of sleepless wampire..
....its the smell of sleepless wind...
....is that the same disturbing me..
....is that the dream or the real one who push me...
....is her soul in and around me...
....inside the room invisible to me..?
....is that me to think like tht always..
....it is the fact ...she is no more...nomore....!

....somebdy says i look cold....
....somebdy says i look bold....
....sometimes... i feel i am hot...
....somewhre.... i see she is hot...
....something... i need is really hot...
....somanytimes she provokes me lot..
....something we do is damn hot..
....sometimes... i need hot..morethan i had..
....sunset is hot..but sun is cold...even he look hot...!!

....walking alone...on a misty morning...
....greenish leaves leaving eye drops.....
....coz her lover moon.. left her minutes befeore..
....looking forward the otherone ..even he is hot...
....coolbreeze guys..around me..try to hugg me tight..
....even i don`t mind...looking for chance....
....breathing the green..smelling the green...
....i too feel..embrazing..even me alone..on the greenish path..
....looking for a hot wind that can hugg me tight...
....and make my soul full of green...green.. full of green...

...siting on window side....alone...
...watching the sneezy rain drops...falling on...
...breathing the cool breeze through the greenishbranches...
...awakening my body and soul together....
...feeling alone alwys....alwys alone....
...except my nodtalgic dreams with me...
...even i didn`t get tht...jst a wish....
...if she is with me now...with me now...with me now...