ZJustz Poetry (2)

Its not true,
Its never true,
What would you think,
If I lied to you?

If I played,
For today,
If I got lost
In my own way.

Left you behind,
Changed my mind,
Just went away
Be alone with my kind.

There's got to be more,
Something else in store,
For me, for you,
Just find the open door.

The truth is,
There is only this,
But I really wish
I had someone to miss.

They left me alone,
Went to join the army of clones,
Be like me and you'll be ok,
Never beyond your comfort zone.

So I'll just be me,
Because that's easy,
Take care of myself,
Till you decide to see.

There's so much in this world I don't understand,
When all I wanted was to hold your hand.
Be with you above all others,
Slip in beside you under the covers,
Live a life that I could be proud of,
Say goodbye to this lost world without love,
Take a stand and make my place,
Be a good part of the human race.
But then I take a hard look at me,
See that I can't be what you need me to be,
Dreaming, wishing, it could be different,
But left here standing holding this remnant,
Of things that never were and never will,
And today I stand here still.
Looking up from the remnant and thinking,
Wondering what happened and slowly sinking,
Into the mire with a broken spirit.
Something shattered, Did you hear it?
In a letter, written, folded, sealed,
Maybe my shattered something can heal.
Done all I can to make love true,
Guess all the rest is up to you.