rhysy Poetry (2)

I'm in this box
close with a lid
I often times wonder
will i ever fly to experience new heights?
Shall i ever know of love devine?
Will i have a love that is truly mine?
In body, heart and soul
Too many times i find myself a man
who not my own
He treats me good as much as he could
He tell me how my smile is worth while
He kisses my lips and tastes my inner being
He tells me i'm the reason for his living
Oh how he touches my hand
Tells me i hold his world in my palms
HE lays with me a night or two
I wake to his face every now and then
But i still remain the mistress
that he misses
when he goes home to the MRS.

One day i'll be free
free, free
from my biggest enemy
the only one that can spoil my day
take my light to make me lose my way
take my happiness and bring me sorrow
give me false hope of tomorrow
allow me pain
that i should feel
steal my inner beauty and make me unreal
look at me
take me off this rollercoaster fantasy
why wont you humble me?
give me courage to see
love not lust was meant for me
won't you fight for me?
do what right for me
oh yes you my biggest agony
depart from me
as impossible as it may seems
i beg you set me free
free, free
to fly to new heights
to find joy deep within
instead of leading help me flee from sin
what great plight to behold
this is the cry of my soul
free, free
just let me be me not what you want for me
me
for my biggest enemy is ..........................me