sindellyse Poetry (21)

I see you through broken glass, trying to define your past. I see you through broken dreams, of what was, wasn't meant to be. Love is all you asked, but couldn't get, what happen to love, honor and cherish, some people can't commit. Now I see you with different eyes, and their kind of gray and hazed, which puts you in a different light, a broken angel, a child of delight, a broken angel, with the will to fight.

She's a maiden of fair skin, with fire in her eyes, she knows what she wants, but doesn't know where it lies. She feels the fire raging in her soul, as she walks across the valley of time. her hair seems to glow as the moon above her, with stars in her eyes. She's a maiden longing for true love, of magical proportion, to rest her tortured soul and restless mind. But until then, she'll keep walking through the valley of time.

You were the flame to my wick, you were the wax to my stick, you were the sun to my heart, you were the glue, when I fell apart. You were the only one I ever loved, now that your gone, your all I think of. I still remember your face when you said good-bye, they took you away like a thief in the night, on your 16th birthday you had died, my only true friend in my life. I would have sacrificed everything! including my life. I remember being at your side, and I remember all the tears that I cried. Our love was a fairy tale, where dreams came true, and it would all end well. I remember all the poems that we wrote, just you and I, singing our song, and writing our own lullaby, I remember your final words to me, that dark night, playing our favorite game called, (what are we tonight), and I said "I am the eagle watching the setting sun," and you replied, "if you're the eagle, I am the sun that floats across the sky, I am the one who put that gleam in your eyes." This poem goes out to my angel in the sky. 1967-1983

Wolves are predators. The wolves that I'm talking about, don't feed on small animals, but on human emotions. They find their soft spots, then they attack it. These animals prey on the young, the old, the naive, and the ignorant, the weak and the strong, no one's really safe from these animals. These animals tell us what we want to hear, they feed on our feelings like parasites and after they get into your system, your personality starts to change, you become short tempered, hateful, spiteful, vengeful, you start becoming a mirror image of this parasite, and the more this parasite drains you, you'll find yourself hurting the people who really care about you, like yelling at your children more often than you normally do, or thinking' that the world has turned on ya, in fact, you're the one who's changed. Me I know a wolf when I see one, I've been a quiet person most of my life, watching and observing and understanding peoples behaviors, I've been watching these animals for a long time in our society as well as many others, far as I'm concerned these animals should be shot on site, but unfortunately we can't hunt wolves in a America, it's illegal. So start building bigger fences and keep the wolves at bay. It's funny, cause when I look at our animal kingdom, I don't see them doing this to each other. So I ask you, who are the real animals?

I will Carry You

I will carry you in my heart even through the days we may be apart.

I will carry you in my heart even when your world seems to crumble and fall apart.

I will carry you when your lost and feeling blue, even when your skies are not turning blue
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I will carry you, no matter what you do, I’ll carry you, through the storm if I’m needed too.

I will carry you through your pain when it’s to much to bare for thee. I will carry you until you can set it free, like dust in the wind and wind through the trees.

I will carry you when your needing a friend, to give you hope and to understand.

I will carry you through your thoughts of lonely cause your never alone.

I will carry you when you fall astray, needing an arm to pull you away.

I will carry you to the highest of plateaus to get you away from it all, so look down with no fear cause nothing can touch you here, I am the strength if your needing someone to be strong, I’m your crutch when you feel weak, so take a moment and lean on me.

I will carry you as long as you need, until that day comes, you may have carry me.

I'm death and I am at your side, your very sick and I'm waiting for you to die, to take you to a place, but not of eternal rest. They're just about to strap you in and throw the switch, the lights will go dim and you will fry for your sins, is their a God? Is what your thinking. You will feel your punishment today and always, murderer of innocents. I'm not God, for their will be no forgiving, for the lives you took and parts that you've taken, your personal trophies that you brag about to the press. You didn't know that I wasn’t Impressed, watching your flawless efforts, with no mistakes, killer of children and I couldn't wait. Time to die and you seem so brave, think I will give you just a taste of me, as I touch your head and watch you squirm like the others before you my friend, now look at you with tears in your eyes asking God to forgive you, as you scream at the top of your lungs as they gag you to shut you up; take a good look at me, for I am Evil in all of men. I will eat you up and spit you out, just to do it over again, for my own pleasure and your pain, you will never rest for all eternity, you punishment shall be your own doing, you'll be cut to pieces just as if your alive and stripped of your skin, while you choke on your own blood. Believe me I'm going to take great care, just as you did to all those young ones who suffered under your blade. Time is 11:59 pm, just a minute to go and their will be no phone call for you, cause this is your fate, you belong to me now and all I have to do is wait. The switch has been thrown and you vibrate like a leaf in the wind, now that your here, let me be the first to welcome you, my new friend

I Think It's Time
Do you know who this is? Not the person that you'd expected, after all these years that has gone by, never question you, and now I think it's time, never really knew why you said good-bye, just knew you wanted me out of your life, my heart is broken beyond repair, my life is just a dream now that has left me in despair, while my depression leads me everywhere, like a blind man with out a stick, in total darkness, where it used to be lit. Your love was a battlefield and you took no prisoners, only hearts, but you didn't know what to, or how to deal with it. You said, you could love me forever and a day, I realize their is no such thing as forever, just today, and if that's what you meant, then you really needed to say, it was just another lie to you, but it was the truth to me, now your lie has taken it's toll, another heartache without love and without hope. You never took the time to see who I was or what was going on inside, now you can see me for who I am, even if it hasn't set, and I hope somewhere inside of you that you have some regrets, even if I was just one of them.

Wolves are predators. The wolves that I'm talking about, don't feed on small animals, but on human emotions. They find their soft spots, then they attack it. These animals prey on the young, the old, the naive, and the ignorant, the weak and the strong, no one's really safe from these animals. These animals tell us what we want to hear, they feed on our feelings like parasites and after they get into your system, your personality starts to change, you become short tempered, hateful, spiteful, vengeful, you start becoming a mirror image of this parasite, and the more this parasite drains you, you'll find yourself hurting the people who really care about you, like yelling at your children more often than you normally do, or thinking' that the world has turned on ya, in fact, you're the one who's changed. Me I know a wolf when I see one, I've been a quiet person most of my life, watching and observing and understanding peoples behaviors, I've been watching these animals for a long time in our society as well as many others, far as I'm concerned these animals should be shot on site, but unfortunately we can't hunt wolves in a America, it's illegal. So start building bigger fences and keep the wolves at bay. It's funny, cause when I look at our animal kingdom, I don't see them doing this to each other. So I ask you, who are the real animals?

As I sit here forgotten and alone, my mind wonders about my life, and where has it gone, sorrow feeds me slowly and I'm almost full, emptiness and pain surrounds me, looks like I'm home, is this where my life leads me, or is someone else pulling the strings, cause it doesn't feel like me, who's in control. Trying to define life’s cruel reality, as I look into my past and seeing the things that I've done and all the rights just doesn't compare to the damage that I've done, not just to me, but to all my loved one's, crooked life, makes me feel bent and I know myself that I wasn't heaven sent, as my fragile life hangs in the balance between the wrongs and rights, but should I be concerned, I'm damage goods, just look at the man behind my eyes, the light is fading and darkness is amusing as it consumes my every thought, am I really home or am I lost...

The night twos dark, the sky was blue, in a dark alley, Satan flew, a bump was hit, a scream was heard, possesses my body, he's going to make me burn. The night was dark, the moon was full, looking through my crystal ball, I see you looking through...

As I stand here, with fist raised against me, I speak words of wisdom, but no one's listening, I stand here and speak the truth, but no one's caring. I'm ready to die! just for what I am saying, I look at you all and ready to cry, as I lay here bleeding, no more questions why, I stood against an army, I lay here to die, my God forgot me! I stand alone, no one's here to help me! I realize I can stand on my own and face this army, I do what is right! No fear of what's before me, I stand alone, till you stand with me.

(Fear) Is just a word, it means nothing. (Evil) Is just an expression of what I'm saying. (Torment) Is just something I'm hiding. (Figure of speech) Depends what I am saying. (Truth) If only your believing. (Honor) Is the ground for which I am standing. (Anger) Is only what your feeling. (Love) Is something we're all seeking. (Forgiveness) Is something we're all needing. (Just cause) Your reasons for lying. (Ignorance) Your lack of knowing. (War) Is it really worth fighting? (Jesus) Is nothing but loving. (Hatred) Is something I'm seeing.