"Dreaming, I was only dreaming.
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart, dear.
Darling, I hope that
My dream never haunted you.
My heart is telling you,
How much I wanted you"
On the way to school today I heard too much of news regarding to Oscars 2015 from yesterday...
Any one here watched this and what do you think?
I don't know since when, taking photos in days within end and beginning of Traditional New Year became a habit for me...
Today a sudden guest visited, he is a co-reporter of my sister. He has blood cancer that may able to live not so long. He is very young, only about 24s. Very small shape as if he is just around 11s! His other job is photograph. He came to my house to wait for my sister to work on some news tonight about the eve-night.
I knew his cancer but it's quite difficult to start something as help, so, today I told him I would like to offer him a job to take photos for me, and he did it for me.
Here are the photos just took:
Look at these photos without any Photoshop, I feel myself so beauty even on my face there are some BIG pimples...
Since long ago, I understand pretty sometime is not about how you look, but it's about what you do... I did a kind thing to offer this poor photographer a job to earn some income before Tet, in exchange I have nice photos. I believe this way of help is the best for him. Because it's not only about the money I paid, but also the feeling good to him that he is able to work and earn his living...
Don't you think?
It's going to be year end here soon, and then a New Year beginning... I wish everyone HAPPY, HEALTHY AND LUCKY!
Do you feel dizzy for too much Mimi as in below photos?
I wish I could make myself to a lot of copies as such to handle things I have to do and things I wish to do....
Still extremely busy with works, but the feeling lonely and sad as if I'm going to die...
Don't know why... :(
I miss my crocodile... :(
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"Stragedy is not when you being abandoned by the one you love, but when you loose your trust to be loved by someone"...
Actually, I still have my trust to below friends, who I know for sure that will be with me forever no matter what...
Are they lovely? :)
Wish everyone a nice Sunday!
When you have to work very hard even on Sunday... And back home alone in your empty house... probably you may wishes you will have a family to share your life with...
For these simple foods:
And sweet kisses:
And cute cuddle for sleeping...
BUT, the problem is your heart like this:
How to be able to love again??
What do you think about my new look?
A friend sent me these photos and I almost got SHOCKED to know it's me in the photos :)
Sharing here just in case there is someone falling in love so that I can ended up my single life LOL
P.S. I'm very tired with comments and in box such as: "you have to forget your Crocodile", "you have to change your profile", "you have to stop talking about Crocodile"... stuffs like that... So. I hope I don't have to see any of those again... :(
I'm back home from a one week business trip, it has been quite long I didn't travelling such far... The village where I stayed during the trip has wonderful scenery, it is quite different with other business trips I ever had, this trip I eat with local people who cooked for me every dinner. I had lunch very local style... it was quite interesting that making me didn't felt business trip at all, I felt was in Holiday!
Some more photos from this wonder peaceful place:
I got some messages from members here asking and wishing me find someone during my trip, and asking me moving on from my pass and forget my Crocodile... well... as said... it's not about what I want, it's about how I feel...
So, even Crocodile left me but I still feel love him endlessly not able to stop! :( I feel painful for that but I'm getting familiar with the hurt inside me... I think there is no one wants to date with someone who is not able to forget about her x... I know that very well but unfortunately that's me So what can I do??
So far I'm ok to live single, lonely had yet killing me until now...
So, it's 3rd day of my trip to HQ. It's nice to know French coleagues here. They are all lovely.
Today on the way back from office, it was snowing giving me a very special feeling about this trip.
Some photos:
Just some photos to show the snow...
Don't know since when, everytime looking at the snow my mind jump up to a famous story 'Without family' which I read since my childhood.
My life after Crocodile feeling like without a family... And I want myself to be strong and brave as the Remi...
I hope one day in future I will find a family where I do feel being loved no matter how my life status is...
I just looked over the window... outside it is still snowing...
Wishing a nice day to everyone!
Mimi