can anyone educate me of when, and how, and why civilians r allowed to buy assault weapons that r suppose to be (unfortunately) used for war...being a just war advocate...i do understand about a small handgun for protection...but assault weapons...how is this possible?
had to get out but thoughts of the tragedy kept going thru my head...looking at the younger people and thinking about it...oh well...i just mostly sat on the deck and watched the people...what a sad day...
well i finally took the time out to go to the dance club...well actually a jazz club....someone i knew when i use to run my dance studio was playing...and wow...i had a great time...drinking fine italian vino it was great...listening to motown music...what a night...i think i am still tipsy
need to check that music out again sometime...all of this drama has been too much...it was great to lighten up...cheers
today was filled w many, many activities...what a workout, and just finished the day up working out dancing...am determined to keep the good vibes going...each day i feel more and more like myself and am putting all the sadness behind me...once in awhile shall hear a song and i get immobilized but, it is just for a short while and am then back on track...tomorrow the beach...oh yeah cause it's suppose to be 99 around here...
getting back into life and doing a lot of activities makes life very interesting...am definetely on the upswing of grief...feels good to socialize after isolating myself for so long...now the aim is to find someone to hang with and enjoy life...
cannot wait to get much more busy than currently...even though finishing up art project...actually think i am looking fwd to the school year w way more activities to go to...emerging back into life after being widowed is a challenge at times
whoa do i thrive on variety...am a girl who loves to be involved with many different interests and activities...it was great to be on my own and explore a new city...am one of those peole who love to travel...and whoa do i have the travel bug...need a vacation...more then a mini-trip...
just went for an interview to get back into some teaching...shall enjoy teaching little one's ballet again...probably shall do the daytime classes...and heya have never had a problem being paid to exercise with someone or a group...get my little ballet toes back into my slippers...till i have the resources to open up my own place again...maybe this time out of my home...with the talents that have been given me it is wrong to just sit on them and play on this computer...enjoy chatting and exchanging with one and all but it is time to do...ballet has always been my favorite anyways...i probably shall be handed some of the classes, and yeah i shall get to work as an independent...this is good news especially since i ran my own studio for yrs...but then had to go back to college to pursue my other interests...it was like if i don't go back now when shall i...
heya we definetely have a mix on here of peoples and faith and non-faith traditions...i am wondering why don't we put our heads together to solve problems and help humanity and those in need...this i hope we all have in common...the betterment of our fellow human beings(i recall going to a NDU conference where east met west believers and non and discussed ways to help out society and listened to each other w respect...what a great week!)
heya just watched that great movie, Moneyball. And what i had to go thru to view it...the dvd got stuck, so took it back, the girl was suppose to give me a replacement, but, i got the same one, at least this time since it was cleaned twice was able to get past the bad point, missed some great dialogue i am sure of it. it was a great story to get involved with, and how much of it was because of the athletic fitness idea and a passion for one's career, whoa what a story...this is the kind of story that shall stay with me for quite awhile, a lot to think on...he gave up what he wanted to do for his daughter, or is that just the hollywood version...even if it was what a story to give up everything...i shall have to research this...anyone else watch this or was there a movie that really involved u that wasn't an obvious story w a moral like this one...
i've decided it's much better to check out the guys at a dance club...then on here...besides the bloggers and scammers who is on here anyways...it's fun to chat...but much more fun to hip-hop dance
another extremely hot day (very unususal) in the midwest...so many options...am so done with just kicking back...w the heat index up to 110 today and the next...wish i was in california right now by the mountain breeze...but things to do here...want to move there...but my youngest wants to stay here...this area...is so small u have to travel to find things to do...feeling restless...but that is better then being numb and in grief...i guess...want to do a lot of things...but sick of doing it all on my own...the closest beach is shut down today...maybe i should go to the state park about twenty miles away...really want to go up north to the dunes...but being in the sun all day w no one to put lotion on my back in this intense heat is probably not a good idea...life is so much better when there is someone to share it with
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