And I am sitting on this stupid computer awaiting my instructor to post a quiz that I thought was to be due by the end of today, so said the syllabus, just to find out that I guess it isn't "due" till next weekend. My blood pressure is up because I could've just stayed at home and pigged out in my pjs all day, but instead I had to come to my work, with my kids, on my day off and get the run around only to find out that "I" was mistaken.
Anyways, sorta got a male prospect. Not from online and please, no one that has been emailing me or talking to me, put much faith into all that I am saying. He is just an admirer, but I am not good with local boys (they usually turn out to be self-centered, druggies, or dead beats) so I am just hanging out with him and going with my own flow and if he follows suit, well then that is just his choice.
Hope everyone has a great weekend..............Luv ya!
Tho I feel I am not new to the site...when I have time I browse around and look at things that I am unaware of. Ok, like this favorites thing.....just even realized it was there...not even sure what it is for, but curious as to why I cannot see who put me on their favorites list. I am just so curious and I think that you should be able to see it considering I might wanna know whose list I am on.
Any Takers?
Is filled with what-ifs. I hate thinking that I cannot be happy with what I have but I just feel that my life should be in a different place than it is. There is no harder and more lonely a time than the holidays.
I hope that everyone is not as regretful as I am.
Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and Best of Luck with Love.
What everyone has planned for the New Year? I am hoping to go out of 2011 with a bang. I have always kissed somene at the drop of the ball, but wonder if I will have that option this year or not.
Anyone have any rituals that you like to do as part of a good luck charm? I could use some!
here in Florida. Cozyin up weather....ugh it sucks not having someone to do that with. I have been really going through things in my mind trying to figure out what I want, if I want and when I want to try to stick my neck, pour my heart and soul, and open up my life to someone else.
Hope everyone has a warm crackling fire, a soft blanket, and the touch of a loving hand.
I am in Ohio, on vacation, and enjoying some much needed down time with family and friends. I am hoping for snow, so that my boys will get to see it! (First time for them)
I hope that everyone has the best Thanksgiving ever, as this is my first, single, and I am doing my best to make the most of it.
Good luck to anyone who plans on Black Friday shopping and remember to get me something good!
So, decided to make a small change....changed my hair color to a toffee brown....Anyone got any comments? Lemme know if it is a good change, bad or fine either way. THanks
It's my birthday today! I am 29!! I cannot believe it because as I look in the mirror I do not see 29 years worth of love and experience and wisdom. I feel like I should be in a different place than here in the one that I am in. I love my boys who made every effort to be the first ones to tell me Happy Birthday first, but sadly it is a friend on here that rang in at quarter to six.... I hope that my next birthday is one that I can celebrate with a love, a love of my own, a love that feels that I am the one and only one he could ever love again for the rest of eternity....
Until then.....I will just have to soak up all the kisses from my boys...they are so sweet!
I can't help but think what my birthday was like last year. I know that it is not healthy to make myself crazy with the what-if's but geez....ya ever wonder how you got here? That this is literally not the life that you chose? I mean being in a relationship is so much nicer....at least you are guaranteed a birthday kiss and I love you's and at least ONE gift.... even if it is a meaninlessly worded card...oh but wait...there is some sweet hand written words of love wrote inside....
I am just saying...I know that I need to just get a grip with my reality and that is that I am without a partner!
At least my birthday is on a Friday, so I will be partying it up....REGARDLESS!
Seems that it is wrong to think you are hot without coming off as conceided?! Anyone ever get told they are pretty, attractive, hot, sexy or whatever and then reply with "I know"? Do I seem shallow in saying this, joking or not, because I am a good looking woman....I mean we all see the same things....Whether a person is TRULY beautiful is a combination of all things inside and outside, this I understand, but why do girls not like me and guys not talk to me? I am funny, smart, hard working, and a bag of chips...
I am just saying that seems the guys I meet lately are taken or not worthy of my time....
I mean really if you have kids that you do not support....emotionally AND financially then you are so lower class! I am a mother first and it's easy to see the dads that drop their kids off as wonderful and then look at the rest as... nothing but less than the best I can do.
Thank you to those of you that posted about my last blog. The advice, tho incredibly wonderful all around, still is something that I am taking with a grain of salt because EVERY situation is different but it was nice to see how others would or have handled the situation. Anyways, my blog is simple.....
I am trying to live a life without a cell phone. I seem to get myself mixed up in crap with it and people who have my number or people who get my number from someone else and so forth and so on. So, I have decided to go a month without and see how my feelings are about it and if I even wanna get another one or turn the one I have back on. I know it seems completely ludacris doing this as it seems the new iphone 5 is out but hell... we used to do it decades ago and somehow survived and I figure that if someone wants to get ahold of me they can come to my work, my house or message me on here right? If they wanna get ahold of me they will just find a way.
My brother recently went to jail.....none of my close family members nor I have ever went to jail and so it's hitting me and my family pretty hard. We live in a decently small town and talk, above all, is what surfaces. The truth gets so mangled and twisted and it's hard to know who and what to believe. His charges are drug related and it's embarrassing for my hard working family to understand. I completely understand the hold that drugs can have over someone but my family members are tough....we can withstand the hardest of times and it's hard to see my six foot four brother who, before a month ago worked for the state at the jail, as a weak person that could not control that part of his life. I am worried about the effect it has over my parents. I am a tough cookie and not too worried about the actual effects that may in turn be put on me, but my parents are sad, depressed, outraged, hurt, and disgusted. He had went away to Georgia to be with some of my family to help get him through his issues and he swore to us that he was done when he came back....only been bout a week and a half since he's been back and now he is behind bars.....
Please no judging....merely related stories or suggestions on how to help him, myself and/or my family....
Thanks
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