it seems that I have upset many men and women on this site for having a username such as mine and for the profile pictures that I have posted, and also for the harmless flirting I have done in the blog section, that is has brought me to tears, and maybe I should just remove myself altogether from C.S. I'm sorry for not wanting to date anyone on here as yet, but all I wanted to do was to be a part of the C.S family in the blog section, and to get to know each and everyone of you, and to proudly say you are my friends.
You have all been so nice to me when I first joined back in 2011, and welcomed me in your circle of friends that I hold dear to my heart.
But today I have received many emails about my actions on here as well as having a username such as mine.
I, for one have had a very isolated life when I was married for 22yrs. I was never allowed to have male or female friends because of the way I look, and I thought that I could put that all behind me. I'm not here to name names, which is wrong in my eyes, but I was raised not to be rude or unkind to my fellow human beings, but I just don't know if I have the strength to handle what these men and women have said to me.
I just wanted to make some friends, and write blogs, but this has become so upsetting to me, that I don't know what to do.
I even went so far as to make a video for someone here in the blogs who thought that I was a scammer, but he said it crashed his computer, and I'm sorry for that as well.
I don't want to leave the blog section, cause then I will be leaving the niceness people I've come to know. This is just breaking my heart.
I always try and answer all the emails that I receive , but most of my time is taken up by the job that I have, and I'm sorry for that as well.
And for my flirting on here with a few members in the blogs, I'm sorry if it was some sort of indication that I wanted to date you. I don't know if any of the women on here is getting this backlash, but I really can't handle it.
So I would like to say, please forgive me for my actions, pics, and username and for not wanting to date anyone as yet.
If anyone of you would like me to leave the blog section, or C.S altogether, I will do so, no questions asked.
Sugarbum
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