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The world today

It sucks to be in this world today, being single. You feel like you are not needed, feel very lonesome. Everything seems to be crashing down on your head. You see nothing in the future. Sure you have money, you have the things that important, you also have you. Does that really matter? Or is this just a dream, from within your own self, you make these things what they are. Seems they are nothing if you really don't have someone to share with you.

I myself have learned that nobody but you can actually make you happy, you need yourself. And yes you are never alone, truely alone. I just can't believe that no one cares enough to talk to you. In the forums or in emails. Why is that? I believe it is caused by not looking or saying the right things. Well if I have to change who I am , I won't. This is important for many reasons. I lost myself a long time ago, and it was so hard to find me again. I still am working on things, I need to accept it and smile. Well I do that alot. I am not here to be put down, I am trying to find a best friend, one that sees things in the same light, but enough of a difference that we don't get bored.

In this world today, we think of some weird things to really make us happy. But I believe that we just don't look at the right things. I may not talk like you nor do I look like a ten. But deep inside of me, I am beautiful. I have everything that a man would want. I am loving, caring, sometime a mother. lol I have the passions , and desires it takes to be me. I am one who doesn't care about the small things and the big things are just a moe hill. So is there something that one lacks in this world? Yes the true love that everyone should feel at one time or another.

Get your heads out of you butts and look beyond the outside of a person and look at what they have on the inside.

Everyone bleeds red, remember that. Everyone has a heart that breaks, we just need alot of super glue at times. Some believe that its all about them. Get real, its about us, we , they, them.
One more thing before I go, I have seen someone that is on the forums, that I find rather nice. He seems to think no one likes him. But there is one who does.

Take care

Mary

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Sometimes

Sometimes life can throw you a curve, you can try to make the best of it or end up locked into a world you make. Is this a price each one has to put on a simple thing called life.

We go threw life loving, hating, stomping, yelling, untell we get to that place that nothing can affect us. Does that mean that we turn our feelings off?

We all have a place for people that we love, we have a bubble that we place them. The special ones, which are not many. Maybe a couple that we actully allow in a little bubble. It can hold just a few, one of them is you. Now we take and look and learn, to see who will be standing in that bubble with us. Then you relize there isn't a person who can be in the smaller bubble with you. They aren't worth that bubble. Many feelings can be hurt. I myself have me in the smaller bubble, the people in the past that I have had there, has made it hard for others to pass into the window.......

I always talk about hate and love being a thin line. One minute you love a person the next you actually feel hate for that very person. You can't stand to talk, look, or even stand close to this person. Then suddenly out of the blue , you love this person again. Whats up with that?

Love is never having to say your sorry!
Is that the truth?

Isn't love saying sorry all the time. lol

Mary

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Thank you

Once in a while we need to be shaked awake. I was this morning as I sit and read my email. I received one from a very sweet person. I also received a flower from a caring man. Thank you both for showing me that there is people who care. This is what life is about. Caring and loving someone you don't even know.

As we walk down the path of life, there are alot of rodes to our left and right.... all seem so pretty and well kept. So we take a few of them to find out that they are not what they seem. These paths are nothing but bad. We fight to get back where we belong. The end is the prize. Remember each time you think you are alone, God shows you that you aren't.

Love and Peace

Mary

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Standing up

This is the time of year that love comes to surface. Ha Not for me, I think at times that love is a over rated emotion, Its so close to hate that one has to look at the big picture. I want someone to share my thoughts, my life with but of course that won't happen. Too many people have been hurt. I myself have a few issues that need to be fixed but I am glad , so very glad that I fixed the ones that mattered to me first.

I had alot of fears, worries, and unanswered questions. I found that what the circle of life brings is what is for you. I can't figure if I am just one who knows what it is to be at peace with me, myself, and I. I did what it took to live untell now, with fears of walking out of the house. Driving my car to where ever. Or going to the beach to stand just above the water thinking in my head that there was a monster laying waiting for me. I faced those fears. It took alot for me to get passed things but I did. I am very glad of that. I can not ever let those to come back into my life. I was not gifted to go threw that again. lol I do know deep inside what caused them, and this is what I am working on now. Abuse thats a little word that has alot of meaning. Its hard to live this life without thoughts of this, but I do. Sometimes I wake up and think, how did I live threw this. All I can say that God was next to me threw it all, and yes he picked me up when I was about to die.

There is other ways to kill a person. One's that people do not relize, maybe they don't care. Thats a persons self, it takes alot to kill it, but it the hardest thing to get back when one takes it away. KIlls It....

Not everyone is about this. Not everyone is out to kill you. But you feel you don't have a friend in the world. I believe that is the hardess thing to live. I love great chats with people and I get deep into it. I didn't cause the wars, nor do I want to make anyone hurt. I want to live life with happiness and love. Without the words of others. Next life I am going to be a nun.

Have a good day.

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