The world today

It sucks to be in this world today, being single. You feel like you are not needed, feel very lonesome. Everything seems to be crashing down on your head. You see nothing in the future. Sure you have money, you have the things that important, you also have you. Does that really matter? Or is this just a dream, from within your own self, you make these things what they are. Seems they are nothing if you really don't have someone to share with you.

I myself have learned that nobody but you can actually make you happy, you need yourself. And yes you are never alone, truely alone. I just can't believe that no one cares enough to talk to you. In the forums or in emails. Why is that? I believe it is caused by not looking or saying the right things. Well if I have to change who I am , I won't. This is important for many reasons. I lost myself a long time ago, and it was so hard to find me again. I still am working on things, I need to accept it and smile. Well I do that alot. I am not here to be put down, I am trying to find a best friend, one that sees things in the same light, but enough of a difference that we don't get bored.

In this world today, we think of some weird things to really make us happy. But I believe that we just don't look at the right things. I may not talk like you nor do I look like a ten. But deep inside of me, I am beautiful. I have everything that a man would want. I am loving, caring, sometime a mother. lol I have the passions , and desires it takes to be me. I am one who doesn't care about the small things and the big things are just a moe hill. So is there something that one lacks in this world? Yes the true love that everyone should feel at one time or another.

Get your heads out of you butts and look beyond the outside of a person and look at what they have on the inside.

Everyone bleeds red, remember that. Everyone has a heart that breaks, we just need alot of super glue at times. Some believe that its all about them. Get real, its about us, we , they, them.
One more thing before I go, I have seen someone that is on the forums, that I find rather nice. He seems to think no one likes him. But there is one who does.


Take care

Mary