So am travelling to Holland and i welcome suggestions on the best places to go and visit!
I am soooooo very excited so any good ideas will be appreciated and may be i can bump into 'Mr Right' on my trip lol!
U get your degree then what?u realize u have been so focused on school that u haven't thought of anything else in life.
It was always finish your exam , start preparing for the next semester get extra cash for school, fare and all the other carp that u need!
until you realize you gat that degree u know, now what?u start working, 8 to 5 everyday, it becomes a routine,
Believe me i ain't complaining am really grateful for everything but i feel like it isn't enough, mostly u r just going through life not living it!
I wish i could travel the world, go to Dubai get a job there, learn Arabic, settle in Saudi, have a beautiful family that u come home to at the end of the day, people that love you and support you,
And may be, just may be take that nursing course and change careers,
Now i see it u know lol, i am definitely 'just hanging by a thread'!
I always thought i was a writer, that i could write almost anything but man, was i wrong??!I wanted to write, put into writing what is going through my head tonight and most nights, not for any reason actually but mostly to make sense of what i am feeling!
So am sitting on my bed trying to sleep but nothing....i start to reflect on life and every night when am ready for bed i feel like writing.
going online and writing something,anything really.
I was watching a video of a girl getting married and i felt so happy for her, like really happy...for along time whenever i see such videos i felt like i could have that u know?that i wanted to be so happy like that was willing to settle down for less.until it hit me "i wana be that happy but am i just going to settle for someone on that day i will look at and think oooh am happy but am settling".
its funny when u actually think u want to write something, that u can write something then u realize you aint good at putting your thoughts into words...may be they are just meant to be 'just thoughts'
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