to meet a mensch

i am a petite, jewish widow of 64, am alone since jan2000 he died in israel jan 2000 at age 54 due to their negligence. i am a mother.grandma and i still work, and have friends have a dog, but bein alone takes away m y motivation sometimes to live, to really have someone love me for me. and i love them for their quaities, a cceptance, tolerance, compromise communicatiion, tolerance, chivalry, kindness, and of course has to be a chemistry, otherwise yu have nothing, i love my sons, they are grown up but they have their issues and cant give them back what they wish or need without some sort of a n issue. if there is a decent man out there, who is independent, works or not who cares about life, who cares about treating a lady with respect and kindness who loves to give back, as i do. who knows how to get the best out of he one who he loves, and encouragement and that is two way process. so please if there is some genuine kind caring man out there, please respnd i dont go out at night as id ont like bars, or discos and i hate to go alone. any questions u may have please ask, tks,