change is constant

change is constant-tho often hard to notice.
life may be seemingly still-yet time is marching on.
slithering maybe is a better description
as i dont notice until im in the crosswalk
and the cars are honking at me
that there has been shift and i must get into the flow,
the current thats carrying my life to destination.

things are happening, there are signs.
im so grateful i have come to understand
that my reading of signs can be so skewed.

life is marching on in all directions.
my kids are marching on-the eldest just turned 31.
thats a head scratcher-lol-how can we be the same age?

my dear friends show signs of age-
tho i know these things happen regardless of age-
too many embroiled with cancer, other things-
things that happen to grown ups only-...

the opportunity to feel so many feelings
for people i love is a gift.
the chance to pray and think of others incessantly-
it helps the time pass w/o putting myself under the microscope.
so in some strange way-im actually exercing faith on all fronts,
accidently-accidentally becoming more selfless.
and definitely more peaceful. ;^ )

doing what im commissioned to do-
this is the result-growth, time passing.
and it not crawling because im not
turning each moment over in my hand,
rather im carried along in the flow thats intended
for all of our lives.

wow-what a design for living!
how come i never could come up with it-
or maintain it very well.? derrr

nevermind-ill just be grateful.

one big difference between God and me;
He never thinks he's me..