2 weeks later

ok, so i left for 2 weeks and came back, thank you for the responces to a couple of my blogs, ok well im settled in for the night, i decided that the blog and or the forum is the best and safest place to meet,and maintain a relationship, smile,i think trying to meet someone on a dating site is really quite ludicrus, (dont mind my spelling,) i think at this point i have spent sooo much time alone that i myself am more comfortable being here than out wasting gas, time, and money trying to be social, i do however do about 500 crunches a day, and have found myself reading more, i think ive watched maby 2 hrs of tv in the past 12mo,well you have to add the 300-400 pushups, and my good workout every three days to that but besides work thats about it here in ohio, and honestly i think not having to keep up with the whole battery of issues of anothers probloms and headaches ,its really pretty nice to have the whole bed to myself,i did however have a few really nice people from ukraine that said they like my pic, thank you,this is not a reverse approach to meeting anyone but moreso a reallity ck that people are indeed afraid of one another,and subsequintly the idea of being by ones self becomes not as a fear but as compliance of the culture that we have created,not a bad thing, further i have found that most relationships peak at about 4-5 yrs, lol so at that time you start to learn the things that the other really dosent like or agree with, smile, its just human nature i think, so if one looks at ones self perhaps the anser is to only have a partner via the net, plus its a whole lot easier to end the relationship threw e-mail, as for the physical side of a partnership of this nature it could be the web cam which i dont have so ,that being said im subject to abstain from this type of activity,smile, but!!! you may still think about it,ok well, think ill go read for a bit, maby knock out a few hundred crunches and relax, soooooo have fun out there, ill be back maby later,