The Fools Life pt1

Corous

I'm living the fools life by chasing my dreams
living in Nickle City as a f*ck'n MC
I'm living the fools life but I gotta believe
that i can take all these opportunities
I'm living the fools life every d*mn day
working so hard to make my life change
I'm living the fools life but gotta get a grip
before i end up with cuffs on my wrists.

Now I know I made so many f*ck'n mistakes
wishing I can make all those things erase
regretting all the things that that i use to say
right before my dad went and past away
can't even look at myself in the face
without knowing I disgraced my family name
but things are about to f*ck'n change
no more feeling pain and feeling so ashamed
no more hate and f*ck'n built up rage
but wishing that everyone would get off my case
I'm just trying to get my life going straight
I need to be alone to gather all the thoughts in my brain
right before I snap and go insane
but sick of all the sh*tty mind games
trying so hard to get a lot of fame.....
but living the fools life is as easy as it seems
never got time alone or even moments peace
I'm never going to really truly see
that no one will ever let me be
my life's around violence and the d*mn streets
losing my mind and need to smoke some weed...

I'm living the fools life by chasing my dreams
living in Nickle City as a f*ck'n MC
I'm living the fools life but I gotta believe
that i can take all these opportunities
I'm living the fools life every d*mn day
working so hard to make my life change
I'm living the fools life but gotta get a grip
before i end up with cuffs on my wrists.

All I ever do is write and get high
I'm basically out all day and night
waiting and praying for my time to shine
but f*ck'n keep living the d*mn fools life
I think a lot about all the d*mn times
when I f*cked up and stole and f*ck'n lied
and when ever I broke down and f*ck'n cried
trying to deny all the feelings I have inside
I gotta start working on my d*mn self
I need to f*ck'n break out of this living h*ll
need to pull myself up instead of going down
at times I'm so stressed that I just gotta yell,
I keep dealing with the mess and all this d*mn stress
I write and rap to get the sh*t off my chest
but barely got time to relax
without having people on my a*s,
but right after my dad went and past away
that was back in May of 2008
that was when everything had completely changed
but there's no way in h*ll things will ever be the same
so I reminisce and think about all the days
where I was abused every God d*mn day
getting smacked in the head and punched in the face
cutting my wrists to help with the pain
I'm living the fools life and that's way I say.

I'm living the fools life by chasing my dreams
living in Nickle City as a f*ck'n MC
I'm living the fools life but I gotta believe
that i can take all these opportunities
I'm living the fools life every d*mn day
working so hard to make my life change
I'm living the fools life but gotta get a grip
before i end up with cuffs on my wrists.