Cancer

I hate cancer and I'm sure I'm not alone...my supervisor which is also a dear friend of mine and the kindest and best person in the world has bone cancer. Three yrs ago she had a kidney removed because of cancer and went 2 yrs without any trace, then last winter they found traces of it on her ribs and spin....kemo which nearly killed her and treatments every month put the cancer on hold until now...she went back in last friday for her scan and found out the following monday that there were more spots...she had been holding her side and complaining her back had been hurting and nobody wanted so assume the worse even though in our heart and minds we all knew...it had spread..spread so bad the it has eaten away part of her right side (ribs). The doctor asked her how she was even functioning...she is so strong willed she has the will to survive....and my boss the owner of the company I work for just found out his wife has brain cancer...they removed one tumor and are going to shoot the other one with kemo, not sure how often, they are going to the cancer institute in Utah tomorrow to see what plan of action they need to take....and her I am complaining about my arthritis....no more...why does God work this way, I know people say he has a plan but why not use his plan on the people that dont deserve to be here...and yes I am selfish I dont want him to take my dear friend away from me right now, I dont want her to suffer.....I dont want her family to hurt when she is gone....I dont want...