me and women...

i know you can't judge your lover by who you've loved but i've been shot two different times,stabbed,cut,beat down in gang fights as a youmgin',but nothing compares to the pain of a woman saying "why don't you trust me" then i trust her only to find her abusing my trust and cheating on me,when i've always taken pride in the fact that i've NEVER cheated on any woman i've ever dated yet i've always been cheated on,how is one supposed to trust when every woman they've ever dated that said "trust me" betrayed they're trust in the ultimate way?