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I waited a long time to find my guy and once I found him I made sure he new I wanted him. Yes he was younger buy the heart know's not age I looked younger my thinking was younger my attitude was younger.
He liked what he saw and I made sure he caught me.

My family did not approve so they had a family meeting and deside to disown me. So here I am the family- BLACK SHEEP- no problem I kinda liked the lable, we got married and was enjoying, at least I thought so until he asked for a divorce,-oh yeh - I gave it to him, but he did'nt go away. We were married for three years and stayed together for 12 after that, in total we were together for fifteen years build a business, no, no children and that was the problem. His family wanted him to have his own kids and to marry his own kind. He made a lot of promises and did not live up to any of them. He is totaly a different personality. Not my tast at all, the shell is there but no heart.

Now I am quite alone and hating it, liking it sometimes but OH MY HEART, No- no longer likes or loves him.

Now he's got three kids and yes I am happy for him he deserve his blessings. I pray God is as kind to him as he is to me. A man that's really a man, who follws through with a plan, and his word is a representation of who he is.


BLHM