Once in a lifetime love

this is my story.. i have had 2 of the worst relationships behind me. My first boyfriend, i trusted him so much and he gambled all of my savings. Our relationships lasted only one and a half years. My second boyfriend, who chased after me for a relationship. I finally decided to give it a try with him and it led me to was 5 years of tears; cheating, always giving importance to other girl-friends which he ended up falling in love with. Even after giving him chances and forgiving him, it took me some timed to realize how unhappy i was..i finally did and left him.

After experiencing that, i didnt have believe in love..i was afraid to fall in love again. But things happen unknowingly.. I met this guy. He is from another country and working here for some time.. and the intention was being friends..knowing i was alone and he felt alone..it would be nice to have someone to talk to..and we did everyday. I felt so comfortable with him. that is something i never had with anyone. Just be myself and not worry what the other person will think of you..Slowly it felt like we couldnt get through the day without talking to eachother and i noticed he was looking out for me to talk. Then it came up in me that this guy might have fallen in love. he admitted falling in love with me when we started talking. I somehow felt the same and we went along with our feelings. We've had wonderful times together for two months..but he had been worrying alot and i found out what his worries were. He couldnt keep a relationship like this, because he has to go back to his country..His future is there. I had no choice but to accept his decision, because he wouldnt allow us to continue to love eachother..it still takes time for my heart to accept this, because i had found someone who matched me perfectly, but a relationship is not possible. You do not always get what you want. How do u love another from here??