So much to look forward to

I've had a lot of bad times this year so far,mainly struggling with the severe depression that's been plaguing me in the last few weeks.
But Iam slowly feeling better and am now focused on all the wonderful things I have to look forward to.
Spring is almost here and the weather has been very mild and beautiful.Before long all this snow will be gone.
I'll be reaching a new milestone in three months,though Iam not too happy about it.I will be turning thirty but I asked my parents to throw me a big party.That should cheer me up and also be a lot of fun.
This summer,my mom,my aunt,and I are going to Nova Scotia for a family reunion.We're still trying to convince Grandma to come.How I love Nova Scotia.We went there twice last year and we all had a ball.I finally met most of my great-aunts,uncles,and cousins whom I never met before.Then in October we went again with my grandma.She got to see her siblings whom she hadn't seen in over twenty years and I met more relatives.
This summer we're going to Nova Scotia again for the family reunion and Iam so excited!I love being near the ocean and sight-seeing.I love roasting marshmellows on the beach and taking pictures.I can't wait!
Also this summer my parents are planning to go to Ontario and Quebec and they invited me to come along.I have many relatives in Quebec who I haven't seen in three years.I just hope noone pressures me to go to my grandma's grave-I can't go there!
My beloved grandma passed away three years ago from bowel cancer.We were extremely close and I took her passing extremely hard.I know if I went to her grave I'd lose it.
Does it make me a jerk for refusing to go to Grandma's grave?Maybe but I can't handle that and I know it.My only worry about this visit is that everyone will pressure me to go to Grandma's grave and think Iam a selfish person when I refuse to go.
But I can't wait to see my family as I've always been so close with them all.I'll have a lot of fun.
My brother and my best friend live in Ontario.I haven't seen my brother in three years and my best friend in almost six years.Also I'll be reuniting with an old friend from school who I haven't seen since we graduated from grade eight in 1994.When my best friend got back in touch with her she helped me get back in touch,too.Iam really excited about seeing my brother and my friends this summer.
So,I have a lot to look forward to.Whenever my depression decides to plauge me I'll just focus on all the stuff I have to look forward to.