"REFLECTIONS FROM IT ALL".........................

......................................................................................Now wait just one minute here..You said what?..You want it the way you want it?,..Oh..i get it now...I really have no say in this whatsoever..So why in hell should i say anything at all?..Theres no one whos going to hear me anyhow....We chase the shadows..Of those who smile at us...but we fail to see the one who cast the shadow in the first place...Yeah..Its already been done and decided upon...This is real,,this is what ive waited for..i just know it!...But what does anybody know?..that is a still picture there which you are seeing..thats it..thats all there is....But yet from that we decide all there is about that person in the picture...Are you alright or what?..Imagine if that was the way and the only thing we could know before entering a relationship....I dont think that anyone would to be a part of that...Yet day after day thats what happens here....And the pressure that is put upon some of us can bring some to a breaking point..Were constantly being cornered or put in a spot where.."Either you say or do this or its not going to be to good for me"...And thats the point..its always"about you"....would you ever know..could you ever know..will you ever know..thats theres someone else involved in this?...only you can know the answer to it....And when its gotten so far away that it cannot come back..is when we say.."oh i wish that you were here..and i wish that you were here"..But then youll wake up and find that its just a dream.....And there are two sides to every story..and theres two sides to every coin..but only one side of any coin can be seen at any given time....But then again.."We all have to live every day of our lives"...(but there are some who refuse to give you time to even digest what is going on...So theres will be nothing left except to run for the shadows......."For the strength of the emotion..Is like the thunder thru the air"................And in the end,,"Nothing ever reallY mattered at all..did it"?....