Where do I begin again?

Hello CS friends,
Well I must start off that I am freshly new here and so far it has been for me a great experience! Most of my life I have been abused by my two EX~WIVES, they have both left me with 2 kids each, totaling 4 kids. I love my kids with all my heart and believe me, I have a BIG heart! All I ever wanted in life was to love and be loved in return, I get that from my babies and noone else! Now I come to this site after leaving here months ago due to no activity or responses. I have to say that i wasn't looking for a woman too far away from my location. Somehow, all of a sudden, out of nowhere, comes this beautiful lady in my mailbox! lol... We have been chatting for a short time but, wow, she seems like the most amazing lady that i have ever or will ever meet in my lifetime Located on the other side of the earth.. lol..
As if someone intended for this to happen. I believe that she feels the same way that i do, "hoping". Does anyone believe that this sort of thing could happen this way? I'm awstruck by the whole turn of events! Could it be the ONE for me? I will tell you this, if she isn't the one, then there probably is noone for me ): Now im not saying im in love or anything like that but she is just amazing to me and she is real as real can be. Am i only dreaming?
If this is a dream please dont wake me! When we first met, i thought she was a model looking to turn me over to her web site, then the thoughts of her being a model?

Has anyone on here ever had this kind of excitement before? I get all warm and fuzzy feeling when i just open her emails or when we are chatting together. Yes she knows how i feel about her, i am an honest man, i have to be, raising 4 children and doing it right! Will this work? I would love some input from my fellow CS'ers

Hmmm that didnt sound right but you get the picture..

You know who you are! If you are feeling the same, I would love to start off with some kind of commitment. I've never done this before, but here goes nothing or everything!
I would LOVE to have you as my girlfriend, you are smart, witty, funny, caring, beautiful, and there when i need you. You have a great personality that i would welcome into my family when the time is right.

this is just a little bit of how you make me feel. So what do you think? Where will we go from here? Please tell me if im being too honest or too fast. Im not asking you to love me as of yet. But we have to start somewhere

"GOD BLESS YOU KRISHA"

Comments (3)

pickwicky●small town, Tennessee USA

Apr 20, 2009●1 Blogs●7 Comments

MEETING NEW PEOPLE CAN BE SO EXCITING....I HAVE HAD THIS KIND OF EXPERIANCE FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD.THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS THEY WERE NOT LOOKING FOR THE SAME THING.ANOTHER COUNTRY,ANOTHER CULTURE HOW WONDERFUL IT WOULD BE.SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER......GOOD LUCK TO YOU I HOPE YOUR WILDEST DREAMS COME TRUE.MAYBE THIS IS YOUR SOULMATE.

krisha●tokyo, Kanto Japan

Apr 20, 2009●2 Blogs●14 Comments

thanks tony,a bit shy but proud of u..a great dad with a lovely kids .one of those good man in the world,there is best and great love waiting for u..just be a patient for a while and she wil come in your way..