TIME SHARED - TIME LOST - QUESTIONS UNANSWERED

In Memory of My Mother

A SILVER HAIR. A FINE LINE. A LOST THOUGHT. A LAUGH WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY OVER THESE SEAMLESSLY SILLY THINGS. MORE SILVER, MORE LINES, MORE THOUGHTS LOST. LESS LAUGHS, LESS FRIENDS & LESS FAMILY. MEMORIES PAST SO PRECIOUS , NOT MANY NEW ONES REMEMBERED. WHAT'S HAPPENING? ONCE YOUNG AND SO FULL OF LIFE. NOW OLD AND SO SCARED OF LIFE. WHO WILL LOVE ME?! WHO WILL TAKE CARE OF ME? WHO WILL UNDERSTAND I STILL HAVE NEEDS? WHO WILL LOOK OVER THE THINGS I DO? WHO WILL BE ABLE TO LAUGH AND NOT BE MAD? WHO WILL WANT TO MAKE ME LAUGH? WHO WILL TELL ME I'M RIGHT WHEN I SAY SOMEONE STOLE MY CAR I HAVEN'T OWNED IN 10 YR.'S INSTEAD OF TRYING TO MAKE ME BELIEVE THE TRUTH AND CONFUSING ME MORE? WHO WILL TELL ME THEY WILL GIVE ME THEIR NEW ONE? lOL... WHO WILL UNDERSTAND I WANT TO REMEMBER BUT JUST CAN'T? WHO WILL ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I'VE BECOME? WHO WILL CARE ENOUGH TO JUST WANT TO MAKE ME HAPPY EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE A STRANGER TO ME? WHO WILL TAKE TIME TO MAKE ME LAUGH? HOW LONG WILL IT BE BEFORE I FORGET HOW TO LAUGH? WHO WILL REMEMBER ME AS I WAS? HOW WILL THEY KNOW I STILL LOVE THEM? HOW WILL THEY KNOW I STILL WORRY ABOUT THEM? WONDERING IF I WILL BE DISCARDED CAUSE I DON'T KNOW ANYONE ANYWAY. WONDERING NOT IF BUT HOW MUCH I WILL HAVE TO ENDURE AT THE HANDS OF OTHER PEOPLE THAT TRULY DON'T CARE AND THAT ARE CRUEL. WONDERING WHO WILL SAY I JUST CAN'T GO SEE HER , I WANT TO REMEMBER HER THE WAY SHE WAS AND BESIDES SHE DOESN'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE ANYWAY. WHO WILL SAY OLD PEOPLE SCARE ME AND OR GET ON MY NERVES. WILL ANYONE SAY IT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME IF SHE REMEMBERS ANYONE OR ANYTHING, SHE WAS GOOD TO ME AND I JUST WANT HER LAST DAYS TO BE THE BEST THAT THEY CAN BE? WILL ANYONE JUST SMILE AND TELL ME NOTHING MATTERS THEY WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME ANYWAY? WHILE I CAN STILL SAY IT YOU ARE LOVED SO VERY MUCH, YOU ARE LIFE FOR ME AND DEEP DOWN INSIDE I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!
A BODY WITH NO MIND, NO FRIENDS AND NO FAMILY AWAITING THE FINAL DESTINATION AND PEACE AT LAST... NO RESUSCITATION PLEASE!

PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO LEARN ABOUT ALZHEIMER'S - PEOPLE WITH THIS DISEASE STILL HAVE A HEART - FEELINGS - AND MEMORIES (THEY ARE JUST SCAMBLED UP) DON'T BE CRUEL!