Having to get used to another personallity, it really get's to me at times ( Archived) (35)

So just send me one more and let it be the very last one pleazzzzz!
In these last three years I have met several personal and quite a few on line.
I am very flexable and adjust easy, but I so wish to find my last man and be done with this dating, to me it sucks big time.

I understand totally!!! Love yours posts, by the way.

*your* posts...not yours post...

Thank you.
I suppose we all feel this way eh?
The last week I have felt really down and miss my sweetheart so much.
What made it worse I believe is that he died unexpectedly.
It leaves you with guilt and regrets.
He was only 61years old. 7 years younger then me.
Crying easy even right now. I know I shouldn't as my mom used to say it made you look ugly. I think she was right.

Everytime I use the word sweetheart I have to smile as he used to give me cards and it would say; to my sweatheart.
Lol I did not say a word for years.

I'm sorry you are feeling down.

Lol I had not even notice this.
So many people have a problem spelling or make typo's.
Did you not repeat the same mistake now? Funny

Ah that never last long.
As I said crying makes me look ugly and who wants to look ugly eh?
Don't even know what sets it off really.
It does not happen too often thank God.
I am okay!
Thanks

Ah mate ive never had that from a man that you had

Tell me whats it honestly like to have that respect and love from a genuine man?

When we met we both knew we had met the one. We told this to each other about a week later.
We were really acting like two 16 year olds
First thing I remember him saying to me was when I touch your skin it feels like my own.
It always seemed to me that his mission in this life was to make sure his Jenny was happy.
He was easy to love and do things for. He was surely not spoiled as he would be surprised when I handed him a cup of coffee in the beginning.
No one ever did this for me he would tell me.
What? Are you kidding me?
Very generous this was special for me as my first was a real miser.
Hugo would often tell me that I was soo cheap I sqeaked.
(too cheap to buy oil lol)
So one day I said I am, am I?
I am going shopping and went alone.
He knew something was up as he knows I don't like shopping.
I bought $200 dollars worth of clothes.
Proud like a peacock I told him I just spent $200 dollars.
Is that is all, he said.
I could go on and on about him.
Loved by many.
In a letter send by a specialist to our family doctor it said; This very likeable man........
You know Mercedes I believe that when two people do for each other whatever they can, how can you go wrong?
It goes wrong when one is a taker and does not give back.