I love a married man ( Archived) (187)

In response to: i am 27years old and the married man i love is 35years old.
they've been married since 2008 and my relation with him is now 2years already.

i always fight with him and get mad on him without any reasons because i just felt insecure about his wife.

i quit, i broke up with him but still my heart tells me that i cant live without him. Many times i asked him to leave me alone and sit me free but his not responding on me.

i know he loves me, i meet his family and they accept me. i can see that his family is not in good terms with his wife, i did not ask any reasons on that cause that is personal and i respect that.

but the feelings of hurt and jealous i have because of this issue that he is married.

i want to be with him forever but in every i open that topic he just keep saying we are going on that but not know. I ask what is his reason and its only simple that he wants to transfer his company and got the best salary and we can be together as what he said.
i dont get what he is trying to say. What is my connection on his company and his salary.

This day, i broke up with him, and i called him but he is not answering my calls even my texts.
and there is a big fight we had before we broke up, 25May is his upcoming birthday so i prepare the ingredients to cook cause he said he wants to get party with his friends. and i said ok i will cook for you and to your friends but after tomorrow i want to see you and spend one whole day with you. we already agree on that.
suddenly he change his mind and said we cannot see each other because maybe he will not woke up cause for sure he will be drunk.

Please, give me some advice what to do.
Is it ok to continue my relation with him?
Or do i have to stop it?
But i dont know how to give up...
i need help...

In response to: i am 27years old and the married man i love is 35years old.
they've been married since 2008 and my relation with him is now 2years already.

i always fight with him and get mad on him without any reasons because i just felt insecure about his wife.

i quit, i broke up with him but still my heart tells me that i cant live without him. Many times i asked him to leave me alone and sit me free but his not responding on me.

i know he loves me, i meet his family and they accept me. i can see that his family is not in good terms with his wife, i did not ask any reasons on that cause that is personal and i respect that.

but the feelings of hurt and jealous i have because of this issue that he is married.

i want to be with him forever but in every i open that topic he just keep saying we are going on that but not know. I ask what is his reason and its only simple that he wants to transfer his company and got the best salary and we can be together as what he said.
i dont get what he is trying to say. What is my connection on his company and his salary.

This day, i broke up with him, and i called him but he is not answering my calls even my texts.
and there is a big fight we had before we broke up, 25May is his upcoming birthday so i prepare the ingredients to cook cause he said he wants to get party with his friends. and i said ok i will cook for you and to your friends but after tomorrow i want to see you and spend one whole day with you. we already agree on that.
suddenly he change his mind and said we cannot see each other because maybe he will not woke up cause for sure he will be drunk.

Please, give me some advice what to do.
Is it ok to continue my relation with him?
Or do i have to stop it?
But i dont know how to give up...
i need help...