mbcaseyNorth Myrtle Beach, South Carolina USA16,449 posts
I pray for death everyday. The pain is unbearable....I've had enough.
I came to CS 6 years ago with so much hope and love in my heart. A few months with someone from here ripped my heart to shreds and I never recovered. I look back in the archives once in a while and see the person who I was 6 years ago joking around and flirting in the forums. Now all I post is how I feel...misery and patheticness with a huge dose of humiliation. Now I could care less what happens to me. It's been this way for years now and no hope is left.
I know you feel the pain too Pedro...my heart goes out to you...
Well. that´s put a damper on my thoughts this morning. I´m sorry that anyone should feel that way for such a long time. Maybe some professional counselling would help.
hoolet: Well. that´s put a damper on my thoughts this morning. I´m sorry that anyone should feel that way for such a long time. Maybe some professional counselling would help.
I don't recall putting me here, I don't think I created myself. I don't have any control over when I leave here, short of suicide, which my will to live won't let me do either. Life is the greatest gift from ,,, whatever,,,. I love it. I'd do it all over again, the good and the bad. We are in heaven, people just don't realize that and insist in making hell out of it.
mbcasey: I pray for death everyday. The pain is unbearable....I've had enough.
I came to CS 6 years ago with so much hope and love in my heart. A few months with someone from here ripped my heart to shreds and I never recovered. I look back in the archives once in a while and see the person who I was 6 years ago joking around and flirting in the forums. Now all I post is how I feel...misery and patheticness with a huge dose of humiliation. Now I could care less what happens to me. It's been this way for years now and no hope is left.
I know you feel the pain too Pedro...my heart goes out to you...
Perfectly natural to feel the pain of a broken heart, but if one dwells on it as long as you have, one may need some professional help. Please see a good therapist,,,,
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