Little notes written and found later on in different places. Terms of endearment inscribed with loving assurance. Precision lunches made with refinement with notes contained in the box within. Hints of rendevouses in midnight hours. Frolicking behavior of nudists chasing. Deep thoughts shared and information gathered. Nudists in spoonlike postions all through the night. The tragedy of change and the victimization of one not knowing. Victiminize and not feeling the effects of the pang till many years later.
I watched your birth. You were very much wanted. I saw your very first smile. You were always my friend, From then until now. Both of you were precious. Your loves were appreciated. We are true friends and we were there for each other today. Love of family does not have to expire even when one is gone away. The joy that you gave to me today, overwhelmed me with pride and real love. You filled an empty void that now heals my sanity. What words can compare and what emotions can describe what might be had, than those simple words; I missed and love you, dad.
If I am in here and you there are in here, and if I am there to you but in here, then where did there go? I lost there and can't seem to find it. I want to say there is here but how does there and here exist at the same place? There and here being at the same place, would make trouble for where. Where would be lost to. Now I lost where and if I lost where, then how can I find here? I am here but since I lost there and where, then that makes us all lost in here until somebody can find there. Since where is lost it might take some time to find here, there and where.
One day not unlike any other, I looked into the mirror. I saw this old person staring back at me. I asked, who are you and where did I go? You are in here the reflection replied. It was like the man in the mirror. I was lonely so I listened further. Old man take a look at yourself, you look a lot like me. You can be young at heart. I really did not know how to reply. Old man grow up. That made me laugh. If I am an old man, then why do I need to grow up? Haven't you heard that you can't put new wine in an old bottle. I looked away and the image was gone. That is the trouble with spirits, when stop looking at them they disappear.
To flirt or not to flirt; that is the question. To suffer the slings of mundane life or the arrows of cupid without a shield. William Shakespeare, who cares about to be or not to be. Shield yourself by playing the field and share in the joy of your new found freedom. Give happiness a chance and let patience prevail. Pick ye rosebuds while ye may. The frost of winter comes early enough. Strenghten your heart so that is strong enough for love. If your lover leaves you is your friend still not around? Cherish each friendship like it is your last. Don't look for the love of your past. Precious moments taken advantage of may not happen again. Take heart, you are never alone. Its a great big earth and friends abound.
Stick in your pins and test my fiber. See if my words are true, or if they are meaningless. But if my words are meaningless and everything I say is null and void. Then why bother to stick the pins. Does it make you stronger to attack me? Distort my form and misread what I say. Gainsay my words and try to break me down. Does this mean that I don't exist? Test after test and so many tests. Is tested through fire purer? Is my form so grotesque and my speech so impure that only sainthood would be required. Just keep jabbing the pins and destorting the form to only you are happy with the results.
Tetragammon knew it best before words were formed and numerology only had meaning. Heirophant ruled the Tarot but only the Fool was welcome without restraint. In ancient time names were feared to be spoken because to know one's name was power over one. In the days of endless dark humans stumbled and feared the light. In kingdom courts and market places, the Fool of Jester could travel easily. Give us the Fool they cried. Let us mock him for who is he to us. Sometimes the Fool and the Bard travelled together in the forests. They made there way to Karnival and all the forbidden places. The Fool has a painted smile just like the clown. The Fool cries when nobody else is around.
At the end of the day we take comfort that we are still alive. As a day closes we can count ourselves lucky that we have made it through another day. Hopefully a new day will come and the mistakes of today can be learned from. If we set ourselves up for a fall then, we save ourselves before our pride. Somedays are better than others and somedays are really nice. If we failed then we can try again in the hope of a new day.
It is a new day. Yesterday is gone. Please help me through the day. Let lessons of yesterday stay with me. Thank you for this day. Let this day be a first of many more to come. Thank you for all my friends who put up with me and my ways. Give me strenghth to make it better. Let me live all twenty four hours of this day. Go with me to work and can home with me. Help me to be friendly and to fully understand the word. Give me patience because I can't get it on my own. Keep my shield down so I can remain human. Keep me in the palm of your hand and guide me along the way. What a beautiful day you have made just for me. Help me to share with others lest fortunate as I.
Today is better. I am taking a break from bashing threads. I figure that I don't have to respond to negativity. It gets to me now like I have heard you and others talk about. I try to end on a positive note even if I can't always stay there. I set myself up for falls, I think, sometimes. Sometimes I think I have to justify. I know if I have to rationalize then I am just not trying to deal with something. I know I shouldn't let little things get to me but sometimes they do. I didn't get the call from Sara yesterday and I felt let down. Thanks for being my friend, Nene. :)
Roy, you don't ever have to thank me for being your freind. Got it? I am so sorry to hear Sara didn't call. But, do not assume the worst, okay? There can be any number of reasons... Yeah, I know what you mean about the negative. Can drain the hell out of you. Trying to end on the positive is a good thing. If not, come here and purgr...Or, step outside and breath the one thing that is truely free from beginning to end...
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Nice ones, Roy:)