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The Insanity Of God
by RainbowSlider

Dear God, I am so glad that you don't exist.
I can't imagine what I would do if you were real.
So many good chances to die but still I persist.
God, only you can understand how I really feel.
Many times in my life I wanted to believe in you.
It would have been so nice to talk to someone.
To be able to explain how I felt when blue.
God, I would have shared this with anyone.
Thank you, God for making me totally insane.
I feel so much better knowing nothing is real.
At least, God we have insanity in our brain.
God life is wonderful because you are unreal.

The Black Hole Of Reality
by RainbowSlider

The world was so very scary.
Everything in it scared me.
I became a vacuum of reality.
Reality became a real fantasy.

I talked only to me out of fear.
I survived but so did the fear.
I lived in a fantasy world of fear.
I became a monster of my own fear.

I would never smile no, not ever.
I learned how to hide, so clever.
A world I would leave, no never.
An impenetrable fortress of forever.

A screeching whirlwind began to appear.
Where no time and space became the fear.
My mind stretched; I became a great tear.
Matter and anti-matter I could bear.

I became so powerful that light went.
As the blows came my anger would vent.
My rage became horrible and I rent.
Stuck in inner and outer space bent.

Roy? when did you start listening to my brain???!!!

Is this the sound of one hand clapping?

Scary stuff, huh? It is trying to understand the impossible or trying to think with someone else's brain.

Okay..umm. since mine,and perhaps others..., think this way alot... not so scary?

either that, or I'm a freak, hehehe...

Made good use of the balckhole theories I've read. well done!

I think that would be a clear way to put it, yes. I remember that one hand clapping a great work. We can hear two but to hear one hand clapping takes imagination.

Thank you, Nene. :) I know I watch a lot of sci-fi but some of it makes since. I love Stargate. I was upset at Heaven's Gate, though. Poor fools thought they were going somewhere. It is like the Spanish Inquisition. So many tradgedies and like Aristotle said, "Power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely".

ooh, absolutely, lol.

Dunno 'bout you,but sometime I see he connections in my mind, and trying toput it in words, as yo do, is almost impossible...
One thought leads to another, another...

Thoughts...

Heaven, guess what?
oh, we are IT!
Nary a place, as a state afetr, and after
and now
everytime, Alltme
moments to thunder rage
and empty vessel
renewed awhile
look out! path cleared
and good, GREAT!
Damage and Powerlust
come intentional
Pure rageing justice
Awesome to behold
And, all hushhh....
as no sound follows thunderclap
and reverbing leads to mute

Then...
with all gone and done
listen with spirit
while temultuous tears around us
reach the volume
down, down...
and hear it

love...
feel...
BE...

No wrong here, there...
Is...

nene =o)