FEAR (11)

An unreasonable fear of snakes.
Death, pain no problem but a slithering snake makes me back away in fright.

Go on.
You tease you!

Pedro are you religious or a Zealot like the whack job posting in blogs?

This happened to me. You understand how I am regarding religion, very specific.
My first Cancer surgery took sixteen hours and removed a 2.2 lb mass from my back.
I first woke in recovery in shock.
They put me back under.
The doc said if I could eat a cup of Sherbet and walk I could go home. This is like three am in February.
I did that.
The nurse left me and my GF went to get the car.
I was visited by a being of light with a feminine aspect. She placed a freezing cold heavy linen weave cloth across my wound. I could feel it dripping.
I knew I would be fine.
I have run through everything from shock, to memories waking in surgery to medication hallucination.
It happened.
No words.
I am supposed to do something. Possibly I will say something someone else will share with someone in need or as inspiration.
To end this, I'm split stapled and stitched across my back. I can't raise my left arm. the GF has to go to work and I took the dog down a flight of stairs out for his walk.
My third surgery at Roswell. I did the same ate and walked the halls hoping to go home. That was twelve hours and around my neck.
No luck on going home but the docs said hey had never seen anything like it.
Take it for what it is worth.
It happened.

I should ad the absolute worst is having a drain. Third surgery I had two.
Really, really sucks.