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Mar 15, 2007 10:01 PM CST first loves
lvslife
lvslifelvslifemoore, USA223 Threads 2,565 Posts
Do you remember your first love?

I still think about mine, after all these years. His name is Ray Eugene Roberts. I was 16, young I know.

The kisses we shared were so sweet and warm. Soft and moist, not too hard at all. The heat and the passion with him was so pure and magical. We had an almost spiritual connection, a closeness that we both knew was special.
My heart would almost beat out of my chest when I saw him or got near him. To leave him or watch him walk away wasn't sad, it was exciting.
He was almost 3 years older than me. He was tall and very good looking, the bad boy of sorts where I lived at that time. Not a BAD boy, just brave and nervy with that kind of Marlon Brando, James Dean style. He was 6'4" and I was 5'2 1/2", mutt and Jeff. It broke my heart when I had to move away. He found where we moved and came to see me about a year later and asked me to run away with him and get married. Of course I didn't. I wonder sometimes if it would have worked.
I think of him quite regularly. He was definately my first love. We never went any further than kissing and touching. I never felt that kind of passion again with any other man. That's kinda sad in a way.
I just have to wonder...

Kat
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Mar 15, 2007 10:06 PM CST first loves
LonelyInBC31
LonelyInBC31LonelyInBC31Battle Creek, Michigan USA199 Threads 1 Polls 2,760 Posts
Kat,

You know, I was just thinking about my first love the other day. When I read his obituary in the paper..I could not believe how it hurt. He was 36 years old, married and lived in WY he had a massive heart attack. I have wondered how he was over the years and just asked about him a month ago when I ran into his step mom. Life is so short....moping
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Mar 15, 2007 10:08 PM CST first loves
native_grl38
native_grl38native_grl38Belleville, Canada10 Threads 4,332 Posts
Funny you should ask....I just dreamt about my first love the other night......I was 14 and he was 17....Tall dark and handsome...BUT fancied more gals then just me so I had to dump him!!!!!!


laugh dunno scold grin
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Mar 15, 2007 10:11 PM CST first loves
Jess642
Jess642Jess642Agnes Water, Australia25 Threads 4,545 Posts
Oh....first loves....


I loved a boy named Simon...he was 10 and so was I...we used to play in the creek, catching frogs, and making mud pies together...he always sang and was happy...he had a voice like an angel...


It wasn't that icky crush thing...just two kids..he wasn't a boy, I wasn't a girl...we were just little people...who shared some time together..
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Mar 15, 2007 10:14 PM CST first loves
lvslife
lvslifelvslifemoore, USA223 Threads 2,565 Posts
That was sweet. I remember my special friends like that. I also was a creek player. Trees, bridges, cars, you name it. If it was tom boy, I was there.
Kat
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Mar 15, 2007 10:19 PM CST first loves
lvslife
lvslifelvslifemoore, USA223 Threads 2,565 Posts
It seems every time I hear the name Ray, my ears perk up. I had heard on the news one day that a man named Ray,and I think it even said his middle name as well as his same last name. That he had been blown off an oil rig and burned really badly. I pray it wasn't him.
I find myself driving by where we all used to live. I don't think I would ever stop if I did see him though. I was really pretty back then, and would feel inadequate. I sure wish I knew how he was doing.
That was 37 years ago! I'm just crazy I guess. Funny how my memory is so vivid and the feelings are still felt.
Kat
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Mar 15, 2007 10:23 PM CST first loves
VioladorDeLaLey
VioladorDeLaLeyVioladorDeLaLeyBajo Un Sol Feliz, USA11 Threads 4,548 Posts
yes i do ... sometimes i wonder where she's at blues
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Mar 15, 2007 10:26 PM CST first loves
ariesgirl003
ariesgirl003ariesgirl003Bangin, New Jersey USA32 Threads 3,038 Posts
Well my first love.... I ended up not being in love with him but it took me to fall in love the second time to see it... I do remember the feeling... what a warm and safe feeling inside it is grin
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Mar 15, 2007 10:27 PM CST first loves
imbroglio
imbroglioimbroglioWest Linn, USA96 Threads 2,928 Posts
my first love turned into a

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Mar 15, 2007 10:39 PM CST first loves
TheLonelyWalker
TheLonelyWalkerTheLonelyWalkerDebary, USA42 Threads 565 Posts
yes, i do. After we were done in high school we went to different colleges one day without any warning she came to me, and told me u know what Miguel we are going on two different paths, so i think we should brake up. I asked if she was sure, and she told me yes. And I told her ok it's ur decision not mine. The next week I found out she was seeing another guy, 3 months later she was pregnant, and 9 months later she was a single mother because the guy runaway. Two years later she called me to tell me that she still loved me, and i just said I'm sorry too late.
She was my high school sweetie, I thought i was going to get marrie dwith her, but as u can see things happen.
However, I've never stopped believing in love.
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Mar 15, 2007 10:40 PM CST first loves
lvslife
lvslifelvslifemoore, USA223 Threads 2,565 Posts
I've been in love twice since then. Both very real, but none have ever stacked up to that one. Maybe I have been looking for something that can never be done again. You know, the new first time of it all.

Kat
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Mar 15, 2007 10:44 PM CST first loves
native_grl38
native_grl38native_grl38Belleville, Canada10 Threads 4,332 Posts
It does take a long time to get your first love out of your system...I ended up dating mine off and on until I was 18....It took me years and years to stop thinking about him...I couldnt believe I actually dreamt about him the other night because I havent even thought about him in a long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


conversing conversing
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Mar 15, 2007 11:09 PM CST first loves
transientmind
transientmindtransientmindTulsa, USA16 Threads 1,252 Posts
Maria, my first crush, a year older than I am. I knew her since we were toddlers, our dads used to hang out (hippy stoners). Now she's a stoner herself, a new boyfriend every other week from what her family says, I haven't seen her in years...hope she straightens her life out.

Anastasia, a bold little redhead who still haunts me, she tested my principles and I turned down many men's dream. She proposed marriage if I would "play house" with herself and her sister...who was on the bed next to her...

Ow...
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Mar 15, 2007 11:39 PM CST first loves
bamabeecee
bamabeeceebamabeeceeBanks of the Warrior River, USA50 Threads 1,641 Posts
"The kisses we shared were so sweet and warm. Soft and moist, not too hard at all. The heat and the passion with him was so pure and magical. We had an almost spiritual connection, a closeness that we both knew was special.
My heart would almost beat out of my chest when I saw him or got near him. To leave him or watch him walk away wasn't sad, it was exciting."


This is the way I feel now, am I in love for the first time?? confused
I think maybe so, it's never felt this good before!
hug kiss smitten
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Mar 16, 2007 9:55 AM CST first loves
dontmatter
dontmatterdontmatterBangkok, Central Thailand Thailand1 Threads 6 Posts
hey

i think of my first love just now, lucky u all. but for me first love = the worst first kisses sigh poor me! whatever i was in that sick relationship almost 2 yrs. and i realized love is not enough to keep ever... head banger
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Mar 16, 2007 10:24 PM CST first loves
lvslife
lvslifelvslifemoore, USA223 Threads 2,565 Posts
Awwwwwwww.........that is sweet. Keep it fun, keep it sweet. Keep it kind, and keep it alive. I am very glad for you guys. Love is awsome when it works.
Kat
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