Did anyone feel like THIS (15)
Yes! But loneliness builds character! And also, thinking back, I now realize I was blessed not to have joined the crowd because had I done so, I still would've been in that pit I was pulled out of.
Books became my best friends and I'm happy for it. I did have a couple people who bothered talking to me but I realized they were just using me for their own benefits.
Life at home was hell, too.
Geez, I'm surprised I made it out of my teens with most of my wits intact. It took years to rectify all the damage but I'm better for it.
Books became my best friends and I'm happy for it. I did have a couple people who bothered talking to me but I realized they were just using me for their own benefits.
Life at home was hell, too.
Geez, I'm surprised I made it out of my teens with most of my wits intact. It took years to rectify all the damage but I'm better for it.
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yeah i know exactly for all of what you've said describes perfectly what my school years were like. 
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Most of my Life.
Feeling out of step with the Universe.
Feeling lonely in a Crowd.
Having to hug yourself,because you are the only one you can get close to.
But to Isolate my self also was not the answer.
I had to get out,find people with similar Interests and Issues.
I was very fortunate,blessed I'd say,to find a Twelve Step Fellowship that literally saved my life.
Since I don't know exactly what the problems are that troubling you,your best bet is to search the Web for Twelve Step Fellowships and chose what suits you best.
I wish you all the Best for a Recovery
Conrad
Feeling out of step with the Universe.
Feeling lonely in a Crowd.
Having to hug yourself,because you are the only one you can get close to.
But to Isolate my self also was not the answer.
I had to get out,find people with similar Interests and Issues.
I was very fortunate,blessed I'd say,to find a Twelve Step Fellowship that literally saved my life.
Since I don't know exactly what the problems are that troubling you,your best bet is to search the Web for Twelve Step Fellowships and chose what suits you best.
I wish you all the Best for a Recovery
Conrad
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Sounds like good advice Conrad....
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It might not be perfect,but it sure is getting you away from that Abyss..No one likes to look straight down into Hell. 
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its the past,leave it there and forget it.i
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sory to hear that angelana i would have been your friend
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i meant sorry
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Less is by far more.
And they are not worth your time and,definetly not worth your self worth,your far better then that.
Although you where alone and by your self I would put money on it that you have learned alot,and more so alot about you and your inner strengths and how rich you truly are.
The maturity level of those growing up is also of living and learning,and so sad yet so true,but kids/pre-teens can be so cruel as they too are trying to find where it is they belong.
And there will some that come and go,some that will remain for a lifetime,but always walk away with something,there is a bit of good in even the worse situations.
Lite be with you....:)
Much trial and error has brought me to where I am,and many aquantances,but less then a handful of friends.
I was hurt,used and taken for granted,yet as I grew,mentally as well I took a piece of each step in my life with me.......My path is now that of a smoother path.
And they are not worth your time and,definetly not worth your self worth,your far better then that.
Although you where alone and by your self I would put money on it that you have learned alot,and more so alot about you and your inner strengths and how rich you truly are.
The maturity level of those growing up is also of living and learning,and so sad yet so true,but kids/pre-teens can be so cruel as they too are trying to find where it is they belong.
And there will some that come and go,some that will remain for a lifetime,but always walk away with something,there is a bit of good in even the worse situations.
Lite be with you....:)
Much trial and error has brought me to where I am,and many aquantances,but less then a handful of friends.
I was hurt,used and taken for granted,yet as I grew,mentally as well I took a piece of each step in my life with me.......My path is now that of a smoother path.
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I feel like that at times...but your so young and pretty don"t let that hurt you anymore...your a star.
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I definitely feel more confident than before and all these times I have learned so much, to live my life the kinder, and nicer way. I learned to appreciate small things in life. I learned that people to love and care and cherish the moments spent with love of people who care, for life. 
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I had no friends in school...I have no friends now! LOOK!! I don't even have a face anymore!!
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Maybe some social phobia in those years, which I think was normal for a teen. Thanks for the 12 steps, I didnt know anything about it before. 
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I also used to go to library frequently even though I didnt liked to during recess or study break, because, I never had a friend to spend time along and library or toilet was the only place I could officially hide. School people would desert me. I wasnt really that bad in studies. I was average and my personality r eally pleasant. I dont know. Very very few from school still speak with me. Most of them dont even bother for a hi, or to know what I am upto in my life. As if they dont care about me at all, and it doesnt make any difference to them. Did anyone feel like this ever in their life?