WestdeckOPAmsterdam, North Holland Netherlands1,649 posts
The needles did nothing for me, try different things. My Reiki master was also paranormal she is very powerful but in a way down to earth, really funny. We are still in contact.... She initiated me and my ex. And let me tell you, I was Mr sceptic!
WestdeckOPAmsterdam, North Holland Netherlands1,649 posts
Yes, and now I am so relaxed, almost nothing can make me stress! Like I said a natural high! During my 'healing' I had a confrontation with a man, he was riding his bicycle on the sidewalk. when he tried to pass me he fell in a garbage dump. Foaming round the mouth he jumped up and started swearing at me. To my surprise I stayed dead-calm, because normally i would lifted him from the ground and throw him through a shop-window,(my hands are deadly weapons) but I just smiled at him, and thought about the story of the tiger. "If the tiger approaches you you can run, It will chase you and eat you.... You can stand frozen, but then, also he will eat you... The only thing that can safe you is smile at him with love." So I took of my sunglasses and smiled at him with love. He flipped, and said, "you must be crazy, take another pill!" that same afternoon Jumped on his bike and raced away... When I told it to my Reikimaster she told me I had met my former me...
Wellbutrin isn't like most other anti-depressants. It's starts working almost instantly, it doesn't take weeks to take affect. Although they do recommend tapering off it which I never do. I always just stop cold turkey once I'm feeling good. Then I usually don't start back on it again until I'm thinking about committing suicide, then I think to myself, "No, just start taking Wellbutrin again and you'll be fine"
I have cut myself off from society. I have absolutely no friends. I've told them all that I'm not interested several years ago and they finally stopped coming around. I'll still smile and say high to them if I bump into them while I'm out shopping or something, but that's about it. They all understand that it's nothing person. I loath all people equally.
No one even calls me anymore except Paws and telemarketers. The telemarketers are all recordings anymore so they don’t even count as people. I used to say that I'm anti-social, but my sister says that I'm not. She says that to be anti-social I would actually need to have some anger or hatred toward society which I don't. I harbor no hard feelings toward anyone, I just enjoy being a recluse. I don't like being lonely though, I would like to have a partner who's also a recluse so we can be recluses together. We can both save on Wellbutrin bills that way.
I used to keep bees. One time I had a terrible stiff neck so I had a bee sting me on the back of my neck. It did wonders!
Well at first my neck swelled up and felt really weird for like three days, but after that it was limber as could be!
I almost forgot about migraines! I used to get terrible migraines that would last for days at a time. I'm crippling migraines that would land me in bed in a dark room for days.
I tried Zoloft for them with no results. I had them for years, but they would come and go unpredicably usually two or three times a year. I just realize that I haven't had one in quite a while. Maybe I'm over them! I sure hope so.
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