God is not sleeping…. And I’m not DEAD

Thank You LORD for another day. I was consumed by my losses; I didn't notice the gentleness of your spirit as I pressed through the hardness of life as I saw it. But it is life, I have learned to live it and embrace it as you have granted it. The hurt, the embarrassment was so intense; I couldn’t see the grace, the love the tolerance you provided as you guided me through the valleys and shadows of self-fulfilling prophecies of self defeat.
Thank you LORD, I know you are not sleeping; you were always there as you are now in the mist, supporting and guiding me through the dark places to bring me up on the other side of the mountain. I was too steeped in self pity to see your grace; I concentrated on the problems instead of relying on you to see me through.
LORD thank you for not sleeping