Drops of red Sharp steel pushes down gently on milky skin, The slight pop as it gives way, Slides easily along the cut opening a line.
She watches the red line form, The perfect drop of blood like a jewel, It gathers all the pent up feeling inside her, Hangs like a perfect tear for a few seconds, Then falls to the ground.
She feels the weight of her heart drop, And the lightness of releasing all the hurt.
The tears now able to fall and run like a river, Her eyes cleansing her soul.
And the carm washes over her once more...
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Posted: May 2013
About this poem:
A very close friend once told me cutting herself was the only way she could cry, Was sad, kind of thougt it must be like this.
Touching piece, i knew a cutter, may of even knew more because they hide it. You Colored it well...
FellsmanLake District, Cumbria, England UKJun 24, 2013
Dear LJ
The facade we all present to the outside world can often be entirely at odds with what we really feel deep inside.
Harming oneself is a cri de couer: One can scarcely imagine what demons possesses anyone to seek attention by such drastic means.
A fine write...
Bill
Serenity4twoDonegal, IrelandJun 24, 2013
Hi LJ I have come across this many times in my nursing career-- it is so terribly sad , that some people feel the need to do this to themselves --children/ teenagers and adults -- Issues relating to control and self loathing can be so traumatic for the person involved and their families and friends . From my heart , I hope your dear friend will be ok and I am sure she is receiving good help and support from those who love her most --Fiona
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The tears now able to fall and run like a river
Her eyes cleansing her Soul.::
I cn't see you Crying
Be happy always my
Sweet Friend.
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: Dorps of Red
Liam i know its so sad
The facade we all present to the outside world can often be entirely at odds with what we really feel deep inside.
Harming oneself is a cri de couer: One can scarcely imagine what demons possesses anyone to seek attention by such drastic means.
A fine write...
Bill
I have come across this many times in my nursing career--
it is so terribly sad , that some people feel the need to do this to themselves --children/ teenagers and adults --
Issues relating to control and self loathing can be so traumatic for the person involved and their families and friends .
From my heart , I hope your dear friend will be ok and I am sure she is receiving good help and support from those who love her most --Fiona
Incrediblely sad that you need to hurt yourself to feel at 13
Mick.