Xmas lights.

Why do you need someone to touch you to feel again.
Surely that is not a requirement to feel alive.
I don't need anyone to be able to function, I never have, because everyone will always leave.
So why now?

Yes I know the psychology behind it, I am a nurse, so I get it.

So after losing a child, a father, a sister, and getting divorced twice...it makes no sense now..this numb feeling is so strange.

In order to give to others you need to have something to give, there's always been a lot to give, but today if you cut me open I wouldn't even bleed.

Love yourself first I am told, but where did I go.
I am a house full of Xmas lights and if you switch on the lights inside the Xmas lights will go off, so you leave the inside in darkness.
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Posted: Dec 26
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Mizzy4
Very poignant write Ladyjewel,
Feelings reach a heightened state at this time of year, especially those of loss.
I wish you a bright and positive New Year.

Mick.
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angel99999online now!
Hi,

Would be great if the "xmas" was written as "Christmas"

May the confidence you strive to bring out, make you find peace within yourself.

Have a blissful, blessed 2024
peace cheering
godsprincess
Sounds like your burned out to me. Praying things will get better for you in the new year.

Kathy
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