sitting alone in a dark room
lost in my darkest thoughts and dreams
all hope is lost
they hurt you
they lied to you
you could never be loved they showed you that
your worthless they told you that
your nothing and you knew it
your so misunderstood by those around you
they all look down on you
they laughed while you cried
your just a freak thats all you hear...
your all alone you were always alone
so many sleepless nights ha what could you possibly have to dream about??..nothing thats right...
tears run down your face everyday
all the screams that went unheard
all the cries for help that were ignored by all the ones you thought loved you.
they didnt love you. why would they? you werent like them you were diffrent.
you were pushed too far you were always pused too far your scars showed that
this will be the last time you cry..
smile you know what happens next..
with no hope left in your heart
you put the cold razor to your wrist
the razor glides through your skin like paper
you watch the blood drip to the floor with a weak smile on your face
the pain is almost gone
the puddle of blood gets bigger and you get weaker
you close your eyes and slip away
all is well now
the pain is gone
you dont have to hurt anymore
its all over
they cant save you
they wont find you til the next day
it will be too late
you'll be in a world where everything is ok
a world where you dont have to hurt anymore
a wolrd where your loved
a world that lets you be you

no more tears your ok now..smile... after all your dead now...